I Was Born Yesterday

God never stops calling, even when we don't hear his voice.

Archive for the tag “truth”

Keep Your House In Order

I dreamed that I was at the church I went to as a youth. My adopted father was there (who is deceased but I talk to during pivotal moments in my life). It had been announced that Jesus Christ was coming. The church was packed, and there were deacons there clearing the halls saying, “Jesus Christ is Coming!” I was standing at the back seats where I always sat. I was so glad because this meant that all of us who sat at the back of the church would be the first ones to see him coming. I was thinking that he would see me or I would touch his robe. A woman who stood behind me (which would’ve been in front of me originally) tried to distract me about my clothing (a dress with red and blue flowers). She gave me a read tie and I ran off to put it on, but halfway to the bathroom, I realized I would miss Jesus, so I dropped the tie and ran back. She was not happy. The hall lights were turned out. I thought it didn’t matter, we would know him by his light. People were clapping so loud and singing….and we were waiting…I woke up.

*In writing this dream, I see several areas that can easily match biblical  scripture. Yet, I also see so personal growth.

We easily become distracted by things that people in the world say is best for us. Do I believe this to be a prophecy dream? It doesn’t matter.

What I DO believe is that we should keep our “houses” in order, and not be distracted, to be able to experience the Light for ourselves. The council of Heaven has never led me astray. Not once.

I had a guide to prepare me for Hurricane Sandy (though I didn’t know that’s what was coming at those times). When the storm was over, my house was not touch even though it sits at the water. All others around me flooded out or worse. Sometimes I just stare at the water in silence, causing myself a headache trying to expand my mind to comprehend God.

But I know what I do know because the heavens councils know I desire to go to where God is. Of course, I must focus on NOW, HERE, in order to that. I’m in love with God. People still ask or look at my house and don’t get it. That’s God loving me too!

That’s how it’s been my whole life. Except I’ve been intently listening since 12/25/11; now I have journals and typed papers of “dreams” and experiences. And I’m so grateful to be a traveler.

:0)

Self-Transformation: Being Saved And Born Again

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4

The key to meditation is not to do it to always seek but to also be still—and receive. Meditation can guide us back to living our righteous self. Listen to your thoughts, and began to clear them away by unthinking them. Your lowest thought will bombard its way into every session for a while, and at the same time, your ego will work your mind with guilt, fear, shame and such. You may even find that you can’t sit through it the first few times. I encourage you to not quit.

“May my meditation be pleasing to him, as I rejoice in the LORD” Psalm 104:34

No one picks up meditation easily. It’s a process, and it begins with clearing away low vibrational thoughts. We don’t just close our eyes and the Light is right there—if only it was that easy, but we seriously have some ills to clear. I recall that when I first sat for a session; I cried like a baby. I was experiencing too much different feelings–difficult feelings. I avoided meditation after that—for a while. I didn’t want to feel those feelings that came up. Many people find ease addressing others issues, but when it comes to their Self, they become uncomfortable. The realm of meditation is different for everyone though.

But of course, in order to BE who we truly are, we have to unBE who we are not. Thus, meditation is the experience of clearing our minds and our hearts, so God (super conscious) can be accessed, and realized and actualized in our highest expression of ourselves, and BE. In the darkness (fear) 3D, we experience all the negatives we created, overcome them in the void (truth) 4D, and then come into the light (love)5D. There are 12 realms but I’m speaking on what I’ve experienced. In wake and sleep state.

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9

I never got into the whole fold my body type of meditation, it never worked for me. Different techniques work for those who choose to embark; some of us travel by train, some by car, and some by the bus; but we get there. I just used the environment around me, at first. I observed everything that I no longer wanted to think, say or do. I saw the effects it had on others and understood that through them, I was able to realize the effects that those lower energies were causing mySelf. I was not being my better or highest manifest that God had intended for me. It was a process. I still had to sit with myself though and take responsibility for my share of negatives caused on myself and others. That was the painful part, going inside myself. Because whatever “evils” or negatives I had manifested, came back to me. This was no stop and go process either; I had to take it on, acknowledge my responsibility or part in it, bless it, embrace it and transform it to unto my lightness. Habits die hard, but they do die. It was like detoxing off the world.

I asked my guides if it was another way without feeling all the “bad” emotions and pain. No. No there isn’t. What we sow in the universe, we must reap. It only makes sense. If we don’t want to experience “bad things” then we can make choices that create positive thoughts, words, and actions. Of course we “learn” this lesson most often after we’ve suffered ourSelves the consequences of past negatives and fear-based creations. We cannot commune with God clothed in the will of the world.

Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes to the Father, but by me.” John 14:6

In my experience, I learned meditation is one of the keys to the kingdom of God; ONE KEY. And it is a necessary key, used not only to access our darkest beings to overcome them, but we can also communicate two-way, with our highest self and receive more keys; bringing us closer to the kingdom of God. Some of you describe the whole experience as being “saved” or “born again”. The act of being saved is to “go into the closet”, and pray unto your heart’s desire to come into commune with Christ. Jesus the man does not sit in your body. After you’ve confessed to your “sins” in earnest, and truly desire with all your heart to know God, Christ (love) comes into your heart and takes charge of your BEing. Thus your heart has been transformed, like Jesus’s, and so through your heart, which is the first organ formed after conception, you are born again.

“For even to this were you called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow his steps.” 1 Peter 2:21

We experienced what we are not and now we know what we are. We ask for forgiveness and we can still now follow Jesus’s way.

“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.” Matthew 6:6

Make time to spend with yourself. Eventually, I did find myself alone—a lot. I went through a hell of a process—literally. It lasted about a week (I learned that it’s different for everyone). It turned out that I had judged myself far worse than I really was being, and so did other people. I harp on the fact that only God judges all men fairly. Nowadays, it’s not so much that I go meditate—meditation also comes to me. Also, I use discernment and fore-thought I can say, on a constant basis. In other words, I know before I do something, whether I’m going to feel bad or suffer for it afterward. If I stood around judging myself based on societal standards, I would still be lost. Society will and do falsely accuse and do falsely judge; causing unnecessary turmoil among ourSelves as a human race.

Nowadays, God and I have conversations like any two people. Sometimes it can get pretty emotional, especially in reflective moments, but it’s not all washing and cleansing. I get plenty grace, mercy and blessings and joy as well. My spirit simply delights in God’s being! I can literally feel God wash over me, and even in the words I write; I just be sitting there smiling and loving me some God. All that I achieve comes from the will of God; so it’s all good. All you need to know about yourself—is in you. God is never far away. Draw closer to God and God will draw closer to you. Bless

“Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:8

The following scripture, Psalm 91, was given to me by someone who knew the signs of my heart, mind, body and soul being cleansed before transformation, even though I didn’t understand what was happening to me—at that time. I said this prayer while holding a glass of water in my left hand, and afterward I would take a sip of the water. My belief was that I was able to literally take the word into myself and solidify my faith in Jesus. I don’t think he cared about my being extra, he said all I had to do was call his name and that was faith enough; but that was me being human, needing “extra cushioning”.  I now give Psalm 91 to you. Bless

Psalm 91

1You who dwell in the shelter of the Most High,

who abide in the shade of the Almighty,

2Say to the LORD, “My refuge and fortress,

my God in whom I trust.”

3He will rescue you from the fowler’s snare,

from the destroying plague,

4He will shelter you with his pinions,

and under his wings you may take refuge;

his faithfulness is a protecting shield.

5You shall not fear the terror of the night

nor the arrow that flies by day,

6Nor the pestilence that roams in darkness,

nor the plague that ravages at noon.

7Though a thousand fall at your side,

ten thousand at your right hand,

near you it shall not come.

8You need simply watch;

the punishment of the wicked you will see.

9Because you have the LORD for your refuge

and have made the Most High your stronghold,

10No evil shall befall you,

no affliction come near your tent.

11For he commands his angels with regard to you,

to guard you wherever you go.

12With their hands they shall support you,

lest you strike your foot against a stone.

13You can tread upon the asp and the viper,

trample the lion and the dragon.

II

14Because he clings to me I will deliver him;

because he knows my name I will set him on high.

15He will call upon me and I will answer;

I will be with him in distress;

I will deliver him and give him honor.

16With length of days I will satisfy him,

and fill him with my saving power.

“By whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” Romans 5:2

Never More Than We Can Bear

The other night I had a dream in which I was reading from a book, which I read from every here and there, in dream state. I had to read the passage repeatedly because the words weren’t in order and they didn’t make any sense—at first. I actually had to keep reading them until they became clear, and this is what it said:

“Be an example and you will reflect what you want to see.”

I thought this was very close to another dream I had recently in which God said, “Do unto others what you would have them do unto you.” This verse most people are familiar with. It pretty much speaks for itself. But when you get the same, or similar, message again and through another form, you must take heed. God is reaching out to you. It doesn’t matter whether you receive messages through the Holy Spirit, Jesus the Christed, the “voice” (God by telepathic means), written, or by any other means. The point is to KNOW when God is requiring your specific attention.

I couldn’t call it. I simply felt like who was I to be an example to? I don’t have any friends these days—at least not any who are traveling the same path as me; if so, I have not been made aware by any of them. As a matter of fact, I had dreamed also last week that I said my goodbyes’ to a couple of childhood friends whom we helped each other through a rough patch in our adults lives. So I really do consider myself alone on this path less taken—the path to find my way back to God. It’s ironic because people aren’t sick of hearing about the latest drama from celeb lives, but I feel like they’re tired of hearing of my joys of being in God’s grace. I’m often feeling tested or “teased”.  How do I know? O! The woes of empathic abilities (honestly I don’t want to divert from the purpose of this writing. Feel free to google “What is an Empath?”).

SO like I was saying, WHO exactly am I to be a reflective example to? I thought about this for the last three days now. And for the last three days I’ve had this migraine and neck pain. Yep, it’s weighing heavy on me, a burden so to speak. It’s my purpose to get “rid of it” through God’s will. Let me draw a picture for you of how GOD works. You’re expected to hold up your end and do what you agreed to do.

Ok, so like I said I’ve had this migraine for three days now and quite frankly I’ve been feeling crappy. The raining off and on throughout today doesn’t help after near 80 degrees yesterday and rain the day before that. Wednesday I slept because I couldn’t stand the pain (nope, no drugs for me of any kind). Thursday I snapped at everything in motion outside in the world. All I was missing was fangs and spittle flying everywhere—ill, gross. I felt completely detached from my higher Self—though I must admit, cut off was more like it. I couldn’t see the good in anything throughout my work hours and I had no focus or interest to write. Yet, right there in the edge of my mind I kept hearing, “Is being that way how you want people to be?” I even snapped at mySelf,” Shut up and let me be.” My headache got worst. It was almost like the spirit was saying, “Very well then, your choice.”, and turned up some imaginary crank in the base of my neck. (I get it now; don’t deliberately get lost, stay on task, or cause your own unnecessary suffrage.)

I felt like I could not find my Light! I wanted to literally growl at people! What the hell?! Yeah, I know what you’re thinking, “What the hell got in to you?!” Again, the woes of an Empath. It’d be best if you google it now, if you haven’t already. (http://www.empathguide.com/ ß my personal recommendation) you’ll understand better. I didn’t want to be bothered and I had symptoms of a false cold. I thought about why God was making me suffer by turning off my light. (At least I thought he DID!) I was writing all these little statements throughout yesterday, and chastising politicians’ loose-lipped opinions, I was pointing out people who were obviously being fake friends and selfish lovers. I stared at gossiping women like they were aliens bent on destroying peoples’ (their co-workers in particular) characters. I could SMELL the stench radiating out of peoples bodies! I wanted to disappear from here, from all the chronic evilness in this world. I wanted to go home—where GOD is.

I sat at my laptop quiet for what seemed like a long time and really tried to figure out why I was seeing all of this madness. I could SEE the TRUTH in the world! You know what? I realized that I had lived in the world and within its illusion, and when I gave my heart to Christ, I had seen GOD’s glory, and now here I was in the world still, but seeing the wretched truth of a peoples use of “free-will” and choices. “You cannot see to warn anybody that the house is falling if you’re in it.” I kept writing that statment yesterday, on message boards, comment forums, and my social network pages. Apparently, the message was for ME more than anyone else. It still relates back to BEing what I want from others. This theme seems to have played out over the course of this month, September. “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.”

It’s a warning from God and a blessing at the same time.

Our days left in this year 2012, are short. Many people are going stark “free-willy” or “YOLO” (You only live once) type Beings. Any and everything is going on within the church, within the state, and among a people. All because they believe it will be the end of the world—when in fact it will not be. It is the phasing out of this old age of Pisces (age of illusion) and the phase in of a new age—the age of the Aquarian. Some of us in-the-know call it the Golden age or the age of Peace and Love. The veil of illusion will fall and we will all be naked before God. There is a great energetic shift happening to Earth, and to all Beings (that’s humans, animals, and plants), and to the universe itself. All who cannot sustain this “new” truth energy or reject it to stay in the way of illusion will move into a different timeline than all others (—whether that is through death, another planet or a “false” Earth, I can’t say for surety at present). In other words, Christ is coming to separate the wheat from the chaff.

It’s a blessing to be of service to God. It’s a blessing that because we chose to seek out our almighty father, through Christ, that we now work in human relations with God. Yes, right here on Earth. Of course we don’t know the exact moment Jesus the Christed is coming with the lord’s armies, but many of us did receive messages to “Prepare” (our hearts) and many of us also received messages that “It’s time”. A date in specific? That isn’t for us to focus on, what we ARE to focus on is Being Christ-like and reflecting love and kindness to our brethren and “spark the light in their hearts”.

God didn’t leave me, nor did I “lose” my Light. I simply had stumbled in my footing and picked up some nasty energy and got caught up in its strength. The spirit was warning me and giving me the signals to refocus; hence, “You cannot see to warn anybody that the house is falling if you’re in it.” Thank you Jesus. Once we’ve been blessed with the gift of the Holy Spirit, it never leaves us, not even on a crappy day. Because we work almost constantly transforming negative energies to positive energies, we must remember that can we can trust the Spirit to help nurse us back to optimum health. Those are the moments when we just may need some rest and time alone, with God. He’s always available. We just have to remember to call out—or call in. Amen. I feel like crying, because I get it, and I’m sorry for giving anybody a hard time yesterday, or any day before that. I chose to be here…so I must BE an example to EVERYONE, and reflect what I want to see…what I am in heart. What do I want to see? I want to see peace and love and harmony everywhere I go. It gets a little tough sometimes because we are still in a state of duality of Beings; dark has a cunning way of reflecting itself as Light. In wanting to love everybody, we could build more strength in our discernment.

Here’s how God got ahold of me directly; heading home yesterday evening on the train. The train was crowded, and no seats and I grumbled along with other standing people. After a few stops and the train had cleared out some, I happen to look up and read some of the posted advertisements. My eye caught the word “blessings”, and here’s the advertisement I read:

“Put yourself in place for God’s blessings. I declare God’s incredible blessing’s over my life. I declare I will experience God’s faithfulness. I declare I have the grace I need for today.”

It was a promotion for a book, but had no less of an effect on my spirit. I felt like a child who had gotten out of hand. I felt sorry and vowed (in my head) to come in here and do my work today without distraction. Here is God’s message to you (and my learned lesson) for today. God is ever-loving and continues to give his children notice, to bring them into awareness of their lowly behaviors; giving them an opportunity to change and bring their hearts and attention back unto him. God never gives us more than we can bear. Amen. Be blessed.

Suggested Readings

Acts 20:35 I have showed you all things, how that so laboring you ought to support the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he said, It is more blessed to give than to recieve.


Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

20:28-38 If the Holy Ghost has made ministers overseers of the flock, that is, shepherds, they must be true to their trust. Let them consider their Master’s concern for the flock committed to their charge. It is the church He has purchased with his own blood. The blood was his as Man; yet so close is the union between the Divine and human nature, that it is there called the blood of God, for it was the blood of Him who is God. This put such dignity and worth into it, as to ransom believers from all evil, and purchase all good. Paul spake about their souls with affection and concern. They were full of care what would become of them. Paul directs them to look up to God with faith, and commends them to the word of God’s grace, not only as the foundation of their hope and the fountain of their joy, but as the rule of their walking. The most advanced Christians are capable of growing, and will find the word of grace help their growth. As those cannot be welcome guests to the holy God who are unsanctified; so heaven would be no heaven to them; but to all who are born again, and on whom the image of God is renewed, it is sure, as almighty power and eternal truth make it so. He recommends himself to them as an example of not caring as to things of the present world; this they would find help forward their comfortable passage through it. It might seem a hard saying, therefore Paul adds to it a saying of their Master’s, which he would have them always remember; It is more blessed to give than to receive: it seems they were words often used to his disciples. The opinion of the children of this world, is contrary to this; they are afraid of giving, unless in hope of getting. Clear gain, is with them the most blessed thing that can be; but Christ tell us what is more blessed, more excellent. It makes us more like to God, who gives to all, and receives from none; and to the Lord Jesus, who went about doing good. This mind was in Christ Jesus, may it be in us also. It is good for friends, when they part, to part with prayer. Those who exhort and pray for one another, may have many weeping seasons and painful separations, but they will meet before the throne of God, to part no more. It was a comfort to all, that the presence of Christ both went with him and stayed with them.

John 14:26 But the Comforter, who is the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

14:25-27 Would we know these things for our good, we must pray for, and depend on the teaching of the Holy Ghost; thus the words of Jesus will be brought to our remembrance, and many difficulties be cleared up which are not plain to others. To all the saints, the Spirit of grace is given to be a remembrance, and to him, by faith and prayer, we should commit the keeping of what we hear and know. Peace is put for all good, and Christ has left us all that is really and truly good, all the promised good; peace of mind from our justification before God. This Christ calls his peace, for he is himself our Peace. The peace of God widely differs from that of Pharisees or hypocrites, as is shown by its humbling and holy effects.

Galatians 3:5 He therefore that ministers to you the Spirit, and works miracles among you, does he it by the works of the law, or by the hearing of faith?

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

3:1-5 Several things made the folly of the Galatian Christians worse. They had the doctrine of the cross preached, and the Lord’s supper administered among them, in both which Christ crucified, and the nature of his sufferings, had been fully and clearly set forth. Had they been made partakers of the Holy Spirit, by the ministration of the law, or on account of any works done by them in obedience thereto? Was it not by their hearing and embracing the doctrine of faith in Christ alone for justification? Which of these had God owned with tokens of his favour and acceptance? It was not by the first, but the last. And those must be very unwise, who suffer themselves to be turned away from the ministry and doctrine which have been blessed to their spiritual advantage. Alas, that men should turn from the all-important doctrine of Christ crucified, to listen to useless distinctions, mere moral preaching, or wild fancies! The god of this world, by various men and means, has blinded men’s eyes, lest they should learn to trust in a crucified Saviour. We may boldly demand where the fruits of the Holy Spirit are most evidently brought forth? Whether among those who preach justification by the works of the law, or those who preach the doctrine of faith? Assuredly, among the latter.

Proverbs 24:3-4 A house is built by wisdom and becomes strong through good sense. Through knowledge its rooms are filled with all sorts of precious riches and valuables.

Isaiah 51:1-53:12, 54:1-57:14

Esphesians 1:1-23 to 6:1-24

Matthew 3:12 Whose fan is in his hand, and he will thoroughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the barn; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

3:7-12 To make application to the souls of the hearers, is the life of preaching; so it was of John’s preaching. The Pharisees laid their chief stress on outward observances, neglecting the weightier matters of the moral law, and the spiritual meaning of their legal ceremonies. Others of them were detestable hypocrites, making their pretenses to holiness a cloak for iniquity. The Sadducees ran into the opposite extreme, denying the existence of spirits, and a future state. They were the scornful infidels of that time and country. There is a wrath to come. It is the great concern of every one to flee from that wrath. God, who delights not in our ruin, has warned us; he warns by the written word, by ministers, by conscience. And those are not worthy of the name of penitents, or their privileges, who say they are sorry for their sins, yet persist in them. It becomes penitents to be humble and low in their own eyes, to be thankful for the least mercy, patient under the greatest affliction, to be watchful against all appearances of sin, to abound in every duty, and to be charitable in judging others. Here is a word of caution, not to trust in outward privileges. There is a great deal which carnal hearts are apt to say within themselves, to put aside the convincing, commanding power of the word of God. Multitudes, by resting in the honours and mere advantages of their being members of an outward church, come short of heaven. Here is a word of terror to the careless and secure. Our corrupt hearts cannot be made to produce good fruit, unless the regenerating Spirit of Christ grafts the good word of God upon them. And every tree, however high in gifts and honours, however green in outward professions and performances, if it brings not forth good fruit, the fruits meet for repentance, is hewn down and cast into the fire of God’s wrath, the fittest place for barren trees: what else are they good for? If not fit for fruit, they are fit for fuel. John shows the design and intention of Christ’s appearing, which they were now speedily to expect. No outward forms can make us clean. No ordinances, by whosoever administered, or after whatever mode, can supply the want of the baptism of the Holy Ghost and of fire. The purifying and cleansing power of the Holy Spirit alone can produce that purity of heart, and those holy affections, which accompany salvation. It is Christ who baptizes with the Holy Ghost. This he did in the extraordinary gifts of the Spirit sent upon the apostles, Ac 2:4. This he does in the graces and comforts of the Spirit, given to those that ask him, Lu 11:13; John 7:38, 39; see Ac 11:16. Observe here, the outward church is Christ’s floor, Isa 21:10. True believers are as wheat, substantial, useful, and valuable; hypocrites are as chaff, light and empty, useless and worthless, carried about with every wind; these are mixed, good and bad, in the same outward communion. There is a day coming when the wheat and chaff shall be separated. The last judgment will be the distinguishing day, when saints and sinners shall be parted forever. In heaven the saints are brought together, and no longer scattered; they are safe, and no longer exposed; separated from corrupt neighbours without, and corrupt affections within, and there is no chaff among them. Hell is the unquenchable fire, which will certainly be the portion and punishment of hypocrites and unbelievers. Here, life and death, good and evil, are set before us: according as we now are in the field, we shall be then in the floor. Bless

In Jesus name,

Amen

Study source: www.biblecc.com

Bringing Our Children Into Christ

Last night I had a rather disturbing dream. No, not all of my dreams are disturbing, some are set in huge white “classrooms” where someone is speaking to us, some in modeling settings, some where we look down on a world and see a peoples experience. Some are set up where I’m helping people in distress; and I mean distress like natural disasters, or “customer service” to people who want to know about what happens in ascension, and sometimes, dreams where I learn discernment between the real and the illusion in different realms. Inside dream state, I’ve been questioned by the men in black, and I’ve been intimidated many times, since I was a youth. So no, nothing in this world surprises as much as it use to. Yes, I’ve grown away from fear, and into love.

I’ve experienced the Light realms and the Shadow realms. I’ve been shaken so bad in my worldly experiences that I would wait up for the Shadow—hoping to catch it before it caught me. Of course, it always caught me off guard, right at the edge of sleep. I would run and run or half fly and stumble trying to escape it. That was after I became saved from the world and before I learned to follow Jesus’s instruction, to call on him. Now THOSE were helluva fights! BUT he kept his word and I did call finally on him after wrestling with a shadow for a week! The longest week of my life! I had manifested the damned thing into my wake state and the thing would terrorize me only in the dark at first. I was so shook, I kept lights on everywhere I went in my house, day and night. But because I couldn’t stop thinking about it, it started to show up in the light as well. I did eventually overcome it through sincere prayer, reading scripture and not only did I call on Jesus, I trusted that he would come and save me from darkness. I keep my bible open to Palsms 91 and recite verse often.

How cunningly evil shadow spirits can be though. I had called on Jesus at the top of my lungs after being dragged from my bed into another room. I mean the yanking was so strong and I was holding on to something so as not to be pulled OUT of where I was and into I don’t know what and I didn’t want to. I kept screaming “Jesus! Jesus! Save me!” over and over, seemed like forever. I had actually found my voice and was screaming from my gut. And just like that I felt a release and I was awake. I was worse than shook; the nausea and the aching pain in my body and spirit, my heart pounding in my ears was so much to bear. I cried so much! The very next night (it was actually day, 5ish in the morning because I waited up for it, determined to face it and kill it (my dumb-ass huh?)) the damned thing rushed at me and jumped on my chest, had the nerve to choke me! All so I wouldn’t be able to call on the lord! I still tried and my GOD! My will was stronger than it had ever been! I was released and I literally woke up choking!

The mind is the most complex, yet most fragile thing of a HUman BEing—at least in my opinion. I suffered because I was determined to be God‘s child. Al of that that I went through I HAD TO. That was the place we call the VOID, the battle with our lower selves (EGO). I was facing my own demons created by myself when I was living of the world. The hate, the judgments’, sexuality, envy, anger, all the negative experiences I had chosen/bought over the years. My own EGO was so angry with me for wanting to CHANGE! Of course I didn’t know all of this at the time and I’ve since evolved into a more understanding BEing of my higher Self.

I tell you being saved with mySelf is nothing like when I was “saved” at the church altars so many times. No one told me that I was going to had to walk the path of Jesus before he became Christ. No one told me that I would have to go through such a terrible battle and some struggles to get back to my father GOD. Nobody came in the night to comfort me after being jumped by the darkness. No one said to call on Jesus with all your MIGHT and all your WILL. If they did and they meant it themselves, I would have remembered such a gem of advice. But you know what? I’m glad it happened this way—not the battles, the coming into Christ.

When I encountered the Christ Light in this past January, I didn’t know what to expect afterward. When I came out of it I the actual experience), I cried for days and nights. I wanted it back so bad—I was mourning for it. Sounds extra but if you’ve ever been there you know how I felt, and for you who seek and do find it, you will then understand from your own experience. Someone asked me last night, the difference between “regular love and the spirit love” and to describe it. First I must say, it’s a beautiful thing to be AT this point in my life, that persons question reflected that during our conversation. Of course, I owe my salvation to the Christ Jesus, and I continually give thanks and gratitude for the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Now I answered the persons question as such: Love of the Spirit of Christ can’t be described. It can only BE. When we try to describe God’s glory, we sound and/or look crazy. I’ve tried. I’ve been lookin’ real crazy lately…lolol smh. Like knows like, all others call us different, and some shun us, others are changed by us—which is God’s purpose, for all of us to turn unto his ever-lasting, unconditional love. :0) I can’t give it to you, you must seek to find it. I can show you the way, like I was shown, but of course you’d have to want to seek, to make the choice to live in the will of GOD. I admit, I get overwhelm by the gloriousness of GOD sometimes, and I want to share with everybody around me, but not to brag but to rejoice in GOD’s name! We do not live to show our selves purposely (Matthew 6:1-4).

Sounds preachy? Well, it is what it is. As a Light-worker and Way-shower, I strive at keeping the path clean as possible BUT also in the light of Truth. We’re going to have to go through battles to come out of the illusion we created for ourselves in which we separated ourselves from GOD in thinking that we could live without our almighty father, who ALL I AM. We BE because GOD IS and the WORD IS because we ARE. Man (flesh) will pass away but the spirit of GOD will last forever.

Which brings me to the dream I had last night (sometimes the spirit does that—takes you somewhere you’ve been, to review, and then bring you back to your present point). It is very important that we as parents keep our children close and show them the right way to go. My dream surrounded an incident in which a group of parents lost “control” over their children because some “outside influences” came into the children lives. Thought it presented itself as “disease” in my dream, I see it represented different in the wake state. These outside influences include but are not limited to: Music, Alcohol, legal and illegal drugs (and yes, that includes marijuana and o.t.c. medications), caffeine, sex, video games, television, and sugar. KNOW your children and their BEings. If you pay all the bills in your home, and you carry the title ‘parent’, then there is no way you can NOT know what is going on under YOUR roof. Being too busy is not an excuse, do you fit your job into your life or do you fit your life into your job?

Our children are precious gifts from GOD and WE are to watch over them diligently. A people government makes billions in dollars a year in the baby-tween-teen market alone. They make factory dolls of our babies, either they’re educated for the work-force to build wealth for others, or they’re imprisoned and debilitated, forced back into society to reproduce havoc that mirrors their prison life. Because these outside influences grip our children at such young ages, it can be a task in itself trying to convince your child that YOU are not their enemy.

Be strong, be diligent, and be truthful, sure-footed and confident when bringing your child away from the world and into the love and care of GOD. Too many parents today say, “That’s his/her choice.” to justify their children negative behaviors. That’s not good enough when you haven’t laid out the choices in the first place. I heard this phrase a lot growing up, “That’s your choice.” But had someone TOLD me and been diligent and true about it, I (and many others) might not have had to go through hell to get to heaven. Had we known what our choices were, SURELY, and I’m speaking for many, SURELY, we wouldn’t have gotten lost in the first place. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Ephesians 6:2 “Honor your father and mother.” This is the first commandment with a promise:

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

6:1-4: The great duty of children is, to obey their parents. That obedience includes inward reverence, as well as outward acts, and in every age prosperity has attended those distinguished for obedience to parents. The duty of parents. Be not impatient; use no unreasonable severities. Deal prudently and wisely with children; convince their judgements and work upon their reason. Bring them up well; under proper and compassionate correction; and in the knowledge of the duty God requires. Often is this duty neglected, even among professors of the gospel. Many set their children against religion; but this does not excuse the children’s disobedience, though it may be awfully occasion it. God alone can change the heart, yet he gives his blessing to the good lessons and examples of parents, and answers their prayers. But those, whose chief anxiety is that their children should be rich and accomplished, whatever becomes of their souls, must not look for the blessing of God. (Source: www.biblecc.com)


Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

22:1 We should be more careful to do that by which we may get and keep a good name, than to raise or add unto a great estate. 2. Divine Providence has so ordered it, that some are rich, and others poor, but all are guilty before God; and at the throne of God’s grace the poor are as welcome as the rich. 3. Faith foresees the evil coming upon sinners, and looks to Jesus Christ as the sure refuge from the storm. 4. Where the fear of God is, there will be humility. And much is to be enjoyed by it; spiritual riches, and eternal life at last. 5. The way of sin is vexatious and dangerous. But the way of duty is safe and easy. 6. Train children, not in the way they would go, that of their corrupt hearts, but in the way they should go; in which, if you love them, you would have them go. As soon as possible every child should be led to the knowledge of the Saviour. 7. This shows how important it is for every man to keep out of debt. As to the things of this life, there is a difference between the rich and the poor; but let the poor remember, it is the Lord that made the difference. 8. The power which many abuse, will soon fail them. 9. He that seeks to relieve the wants and miseries of others shall be blessed. 10. Profane scoffers and revilers disturb the peace. 11. God will be the Friend of a man in whose spirit there is no guile; this honour have all the saints. 12. God turns the counsels and designs of treacherous men to their own confusion. 13. The slothful man talks of a lion without, but considers not his real danger from the devil, that roaring lion within, and from his own slothfulness, which kills him. 14. The vile sin of licentiousness commonly besots the mind beyond recovery. 15. Sin is foolishness, it is in the heart, there is an inward inclination to sin: children bring it into the world with them; and it cleaves close to the soul. We all need to be corrected by our heavenly Father. 16. We are but stewards, and must distribute what God intrusts to our care, according to his will. (Source: www.biblecc.com)

Matthew 19:14 But Jesus said, Allow little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

19:13-15 It is well when we come to Christ ourselves, and bring our children. Little children may be brought to Christ as needing, and being capable of receiving blessings from him, and having an interest in his intercession. We can but beg a blessing for them: Christ only can command the blessing. It is well for us, that Christ has more love and tenderness in him than the best of his disciples have. And let us learn of him not to discountenance any willing, well-meaning souls, in their seeking after Christ, though they are but weak. Those who are given to Christ, as part of his purchase, he will in no wise cast out. Therefore he takes it ill of all who forbid, and try to shut out those whom he has received. And all Christians should bring their children to the Saviour that he may bless them with spiritual blessings.

In Jesus Name

Amen

Come Out of The Valley

When God deals with us, it is on an individual basis. Yes it is a grander scale. He deals with our hearts and our souls, the living spirit of man. He is not interested in our clothing, our social security number, our utility bills, he is not even interested in the number on a prisoner’s shirt, and you know what he doesn’t care WHAT color we are. He does away with EVIL in the hearts of man and wants us to deal in all that is love. He has his own system that was designed before the foundation of the world. He knew how he would handle every person, every place, every animal, and every thing. He knew where he wanted to put them and when. He knew that on January 7, 2012 he was sending his son to shout into my valley and call me out! I did not know at first, what was going on, and never would have expected such a thing would happen to me.

You may be at that point where you feel that no man or government could help you with; that no man could save you! This is because he does not know God’s purpose for you! And GOD is demanding your attention by allowing suffrage to come into your life. Don’t think because you suffer that GOD doesn’t love you! He does, because he is your father! He never gives you more pain than you can bear, so KNOW that you can get through this! No pain, no gain is what we say right? We want to be so special or even pitiful, yes pitiful, and then be acknowledged or pitied for our achievements and our problems, believing that what we are going through is not like any other person’s gain or lose. When in fact, many of us are going through the same problems or similar problems. So why doesn’t the same advice, help or solution work for the good of all? Yet we ALL have our individual purpose in GOD’s name, YET, at the SAME time we are no better than another! It is physical man that trains each other to BE separate! To be apart! To ACHIEVE alone and to suffer ALONE! What does the almighty father, GOD do? He takes those individual purposes within each of us and activates them throught the Holy Spirit and guides us to help each other. This is HIS will in which we work. Until we acknowledge that we are are here by the will of GOD and not our own, we will not find peace and we will continue to live in unrest, begging and searching for peace in the world. Peace comes from within. 

Even as the spirit of God deals with me, it deals with you by sending me to tell you seek him!  Do not look to find comfort in those people who discourage you from seeking solutions to your problems. Do not allow anyone to come into your spirit and lead you deeper into the valley telling you that there is no God and that you can only save yourself and depend on yourself. Are you that independent of your creator?! Some of your hearts will harden at reading these words but because I am a child of God and as I am knowing the father, I know that he is not done with you. When you harden your heart to the word you turn away from God. You began to walk around with nothing good to say or feel about the person who God sent to you and for some of you, you curse HIS name and the echoes in the valley repeated your every word; driving you deeper into the valley! Come out of the valley!

Psalms 95:8 Harden not your heart, as in the provocation, and as in the day of trials in the wilderness (EXPLAIN) Harden not your hearts against Christ, against his Gospel, against all the light and evidence of it. There is a natural hardness of the heart, owing to the corruption of nature. A habitual hardness, acquired by a constant continuance and long custom in sinning; and there is a judicial hardness, which God gives men up unto. There is a hardness of heart, which sometimes attends God’s own people, through the deceitfulness of sin gaining upon them; of which, when sensible, they complain, and do well to guard against. Respect seems to be had here to the hardness of heart in the Jews in the times of Christ and his apostles, which the Holy Ghost foresaw, and here dehorts from; who, notwithstanding the clear evidence of Jesus being the Messiah, from prophecy, from miracles, from doctrines, from the gifts of the Spirit, yet hardened their hearts against him, rebelled against light, rejected him would not receive him.

You are being dealt with on an individual basis so to wake up YOUR purpose in GOD’s name. We give you the message God commands us to say, and we extend the instructions that will help you get out of the valley. God knows you well enough to know your every sorrow, your every hardship, he knows your enemy that you cannot not see! He knows you’re in the valley and he sent me to call you out!  Move with the spirit of God. Love! Trust! Faith! Love! Truth! Love! But you want to go deeper, BEcoming hard, because we did not come in and get you out? Do know that God’s word is to bring you OUT of sin, out of hate, out of despair and away from death. I am not coming in to get you; the Holy Spirit is standing right here at the mouth of the valley and in the name of God Almighty, COME OUT AND BE SAVED! You have to WANT to!!

Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose”. (EXPLAIN)Work together for good – They shall cooperate; they shall mutually contribute to our good. They take off our affections from this world; they teach us the truth about our frail, transitory, and lying condition; they lead us to look to God for support and to heaven for a final home; and they produce a subdued spirit; as a humbled temper, a having a patient, tender, and kind disposition. Man is made whole by receiving afflictions as they should be received, and by desiring that they should accomplish the purpose for which they are sent; the sinner is made more hardened by resisting them, and refusing to submit to their obvious intention and design. God’s people are said to be called because he has invited them to be saved, and has sent into their heart such an influence as to make the call effectual to their salvation. In this way their salvation is to be traced entirely to God. “According to his purpose” means when applied to the mind, a plan or purpose of mind. It implies that God had a plan, purpose, or intention, in regard to all who became Christians. They are not saved by chance or hap-hazard. God does not convert people without design; and his designs are not new, but are eternal. What he does, he always meant to do. What God always meant to do, is his purpose or plan. That he has such a purpose in regard to the salvation of his people is often affirmed:

1. In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who works all things after the counsel of his own will (Ephesians 1:11).

2. Who has saved us, and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began (2 Timothy 1:9).

3. According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus (Ephesians 3:11) (his coming and his work).

4. It is such as should excite lively gratitude in all who have been inclined by the grace of God to accept the offers of eternal life. They owe it to the mere mercy of God, and they should acknowledge him as the fountain and source of all their hopes of heaven.

God wants you to know that he loves you and his son Jesus the Christed, our brother, was sent here to tell us that and he is here again with the same message. Our father loves you and he wants you to love him back with all your heart. Even through all our sins his love for us has not changed, his purpose has not changed. I remember the night Christ came for me. I was in vice. Man. All these years I had been looking in the wrong places for love. Here I was again ready to start a new relationship and was determined to do it right this time, you know be a good and happy woman and not argue and fuss with my man. I was determined to turn my head at his indiscretions and even if my esteem was going to hurt I had already decided that I wasn’t going to complain, I would just show how secure I was by NOT addressing ANY “issues” if they came up, because I just knew this man was the ONE.

I had not remembered that issues ALWAYS show up! I had not remembered that I had recently come out of the valley from another man who had beat on me and mocked me and abused me every which way he could! Cheating, and arguing and fighting and even financial abuse, I endured! I had not remembered that EVERY relationship started out lovely. I had not remembered when things began to go bad or how I shouted and screamed and fought to keep each of these men away from other women. I had not remembered every single time I called on GOD to take these men away from me and heal my heart. I had not remembered! I had not remembered how hard it was for me to climb out of that cold and dark valley! I had not remembered because I had taken all those troubles and stacked them away far enough back so I forget them. You see, we only know at that very moment that “this was the man/woman I’ve been waiting for”—all because they had been so nice when we met, and didn’t curse at us cursed or show impatience. They laugh at our corny jokes and tells us how good-looking we are—how smart and nice and giving. Over and over we convince our Selves that “this is the one GOD sent to me!” We silence those little “alarms” that go off when we “catch some weird”, and again and again convincing ourSelves that these weird things are false alarms. Come out of that valley!

BUT GOD KNOWS! Our spirits remembers! You see, God loves us so much that when we call on him he continously takes our burdens away and puts us back on the path of righteousness. O how quickly we forget! Remember how when you was in trouble and in your deepest darkest hour that you knew no one could rescue you but GOD and you called on him to come save you and you promised to give your life to him and to love him from now on, always? How many times have you done that? Are you being true to your promise to God? Do not get it misconstrued; GOD wants us to love him above ALL things! Until we are at-one with un-limited love we cannot be so sure that we love another person. Do you love that person with all your might and all your soul and your every strength? Then why all the limits and conditions? These limits and conditions bring negative attachments to your relationships Why are you playing with something so precious that you would think that you can BLAME love as the cause of every negative emotion you have? True love knows only love; it reflects itself. All reflects itself, even false-hoods. If God is who you turned to when all else failed why do you give your “all” to man whom you could not find in your darkest hour? The Holy Spirit stands at the mouth of valley waiting on you, come out of the valley and BE and live in the Light.

1 Corinthians 13 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child; I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Mark 12:30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength: this is the first commandment. (EXPLAIN)And thou shalt love the Lord thy God…. This is to be understood as God, his Son and your Holy Spirit. Men are enemies to God in their minds, which appears by their wicked works; yet this commandment is still in force, and the obligation to it is the same; the fall of man, the corruption of nature, and the impotency, and even aversion in man to observe this command, does not make it null and void. In regeneration, when God puts his laws into the heart, and writes them in the mind; love is produced in such persons, to God the Father, who has begotten them again, according to his abundant mercy; and in Christ, who has saved them from their sins; and to the blessed Spirit, who has quickened and comforted them: and this love is in some measure exercised as it should be, and as here directed to, with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind; that is, with all the powers and faculties of the soul; or with the affections, as under the influence and guidance of the more noble faculties of the soul, the mind, the understanding, judgment, and will.

2 Chronicles 20:4 And Judah gathered themselves together, to ask help of the LORD: even out of all the cities of Judah they came to seek the LORD. (EXPLAIN)In all dangers, public or personal, our first business should be to seek help from God. Take advantage of days for national fasting and prayer. From the first to the last of our seeking the Lord, we must approach him with humiliation for our sins, trusting only in his mercy and power. Lord, exert it on our behalf. Whom we should seek to, whom we should trust to for relief, the God we have chosen and served. Those that use what they have for God may comfortably hope he will secure it to them. Every true believer is a son of Abraham, a friend of God; with such the everlasting covenant is established, to such every promise belongs. We are assured of God’s love, by his dwelling in human nature in the person of his son, Jesus.

HOW TO PRAY

It’s not so much as just what you pray, when you pray mean it. When you pray do not be selfish, lay it out for your spirit requires its connect with the almighty in order to flourish. Let your prayer be as follows:

Our Father, who is in heaven, we recognize that you are all holy and loving and merciful, and that we are your beloved children, and not the subservient, sinful and depraved creatures that false teachers would have us believe. We know that we are the greatest of your creations, and the most wonderful of all your handiworks, and the objects of your great soul love and tender care.

We know that your will is that we become at-one with you and partake of the great love which you have bestowed upon us through your mercy and desire that we become, in truth, your children through love and not through the sacrifice and death of any one of your creatures – even though the world thinks one your equal and a part of your Godhead.

We recognize that when we pray that you will open up our souls to the inflowing of your love, and that then will come your holy spirit to bring into our souls this, your divine love, in great abundance, until our souls are transformed into the very essence of yourself, and that there will come to us faith – such faith as will cause us to realize that we are truly your children and one with you in very substance and not in image only.

Let us have such faith as will cause us to know that you are our Father, and the giver of every good and perfect gift, and that only we ourselves can prevent your love changing us from the mortal into the immortal. Let us never cease to realize that your love is waiting for each and all of us, and, that when we come to you with faith and earnest aspiration, your love will never be withheld from us.

Keep us in the shadow of your love every hour and moment of our lives, and help us to overcome all temptations of the flesh, and the influence of the powers of the evil ones who so constantly surround us and endeavor to turn our thoughts away from you to the pleasures and allurements of this world. We thank you for your love, and for the privilege of receiving it, and we know that you are our Father – our loving Heavenly Father who smiles upon us in our weakness, and is always ready to help us and take us to Thy arms of love. We pray this with all the earnestness and sincere longings of our souls, and, trusting in your love, give you all the glory and honor and love that our finite souls can give.

THE LORD’S PRAYER

Our Father, which art in heaven,

Hallowed is thy name.

Thy kingdom come.

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

Forgive us our trespasses

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever.

Amen.

Christ may be in you

Christ is not a man in the sense that he is Jesus the son of the Father, but Christ is that part of Jesus, or rather quality that came to him after he fully received into his soul the divine love, and was transformed into the very essence of the Father in His love. Christ is thus, not a man but is the manifestation of this love as bestowed upon Jesus, and made part of his very existence. And when men use the expression, having Christ in you, if they could correctly understand the true purport of the same, they would know that it (the expression) means only that the divine love of the Father is in their souls. The indiscriminate use of the words, “Jesus” and “Christ,” is the cause of much misunderstanding among Christians as to a number of the sayings of the Bible.

Jesus became the Christ because he was the first to receive into his soul this divine love and to manifest its existence, and this Christ principle is one that all men may possess, with the result that they will become at-one with the Father in His substance of love and immortality. It would be impossible for Jesus (the man), to get into or become a part of any mortal, and it would be equally as impossible for Christ (as the man Jesus), even though perfect and free from sin, to become a part of anyone.

No, the meaning of having Christ in you is to have this love of the Father in your soul, which can only be obtained through the working of the holy spirit as the instrument of the Father in bringing this love into the soul. To many, who hear preachers’ exhortations in this particular, the expression is only a mystery which they accept merely intellectually, and feel that by such acceptance they have the possession of this Christ (which is the only evidence of the truth of the Father’s love).

Amen.

Sources: Thank you to all divine inspiration from my Guides, and all other sources with study and assistance bringing this message together. Written: 2/16/2012 Edited: 9/21/2012

Redistribution of True Life

There is a tree outside my writing window. Someone/thing broke one of its limbs but not completely off the tree itself. I watched it hang to the ground swaying, for two days. I began to think about its position. “That limb can’t be saved and needs to be cut off.”

It is still a part of the tree as a whole though it is damaged as a limb. It can no longer benefit the tree hanging like that, as it is no longer fully rooted to its trunk. That limb will rot over time due to lack of “food” and possibly cause the whole tree to become sick.

I noticed few people paid little attention to the hanging limb while others felt a need to idly grab at it as if to pull a child’s ponytail, just because it’s there. A few days later, I was walking to my house and had to walk pass that tree. I watched it swaying as I was coming up the block and when I reached it, I felt a need to stop. I examined the damaged limb and felt the trunk of the tree, it’s a young tree. I saw a flash of what it would look like many years from now; a big beautiful tree.

I went in to the house to look for something to attach the whole limb back to the trunk. I found two white shoelaces. I went back out and guided the hanging limb back to its place on its trunk and tied it to another close by limb. The limb is back in place thought it is still damaged. I stood back and examined the base of the limb to the trunk and I thought, “It may heal over time. It will heal overtime.” I cannot see its roots within the bark but I believe the limb will seek to attach itself back to its trunk and to its roots within the trunk, and the roots should accept it with special care, redistributing needed water and minerals to help it grow back healthy to its right attachment.

Think about your life as the limb. How you would want to be treated? Would you want to be thrown away or would you allow someone to help guide you back to the root of that which sustains your life? Wouldn’t you want another chance to continue growing into a beautiful being? Do you choose Life or death? Of course you will choose life! Ask GOD for it, seek for it; you’ve lost your true Self and you earnestly want it back! GOD, the father will send his son, Jesus the christed, for you. Not to save you, but to renew your spirit at GOD’s appointed hour; in essence you’ll have saved yourSelf having sought HIM.

Have confidence and show humility when asking for GOD’s presence. Be of care and apply mindful application, and when you knock be earnestness and have perseverance.” Bless

Suggested Readings:

Matthew 7:7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

Ask: Ask at the door, GOD’s mercy so that you can receive and BEcome of spiritual good. Only GOD can give it to you.

Seek: You have lost your GOD, your paradise and your soul – Look about thee – Seek that for your soul to be restored in GOD’s favor, in like image. Unless you seek and leave no stone unturned there will be no peace or final salvation for you.

Jeremiah 29:13 “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”

Psalm 27:4 “One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple.”

Prayer is the opening of one’s heart and soul in a conversation with God, an expression of a faith-filled relationship with GOD; grounded in humility.

Pray the Lord’s Prayer (Matthew 6-9:13)

Our Father, which art in heaven,

Hallowed is thy name.

 Thy kingdom come.

 Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

 Give us this day our daily bread.

 Forgive us our trespasses

 as we forgive those who trespass against us.

 Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

 For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever.

 Amen.

The Glory of GOD

When you do not listen to your spirit, you go through a “shoulda” “woulda” “coulda” moment. I was on a train ride one night and it became very interesting. I did not interact with what I saw happening, I can say I OBSERVED it. BUT for a few days afterward, I sporadically felt pings of guilt, for not speaking up in that “moment” that I had encountered. Know that your eyes (ego) can deceive you in the sight of truth and tell you that you do not see what your spirit KNOWS IS there. The veil is BE-coming ever thinner.

Bear with me; I tear up at finally “letting” this go. Some years ago there was a celebrity (who shall remain unnamed for obvious reasons—I don’t welcome such a fame) who passed away to heaven. But surely, my eyes were staring at him—riding the A train! It was a Thursday night, and I was head to a friend’s music showcase. He was a younger man; he looked the same — except young! The same hair, lips, eyes, the whole facial structure! He was with a young lady, who obviously was head over heels in love with this younger “version” of him. She was all over him and he was just so cool about him Self. The more I looked at him, the more I KNEW in my heart that I was staring at the re-incarnation of this now deceased celebrity!

I looked around searching for confirmation in the faces of other passengers; none were the wiser—not even the young lady he was with. They were in their own worlds; slumbering, chattering with friends, reading and such. I tried to look somewhere else but I was drawn to his eyes, and he kept catching mine! I was flabbergasted! I almost yelled out, “Do you know who you are?!” I caught the words in my throat as they came up and inhaled them back. I kept trying not to OBVIOUSLY stare at the couple—at HIM.

At some point, I really began to see his essence—his Christ Light appeared around his face; a really soft glow. I wanted to cry, laugh, and vomit all at the same time. Honestly, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his face. I began to fidget with my purse in my lap, yet I could not rip my eyes away to catch a breath—I kept inhaling I wanted to call out his name, and tell the woman with him that she was entertaining an angel. But how could I?

He was there sitting in a physical, healthy, young body. When I got up to prepare for my stop, I really felt the urge to whisper in the young woman’s ear—but I did not. I stood there staring at this young man glowing on the A train. Everything seemed to slow down for a few seconds and then a rush of noise flooded my ears as the train pulled into my stop. I glanced at him one more time before stepping off the train, but he wasn’t looking my way and he was no longer glowing. I felt a ping of sadness and then I realized the need to use the bathroom—urgently.

Listen to your spirit (conscious) when it speaks, it is YOU who is “asleep”. Yes, there are times when our spirits are more awake than our physical BE-ing. Grow that. Pray on it. Think about the blind man; he did not need to see physically to believe that Jesus could heal him. His faith was un-wavered by such a physical ailment 

Have love and faith in your heart and truth will be revealed, you just need to see it for what it is and not what you want it to be, or not be. Move with the Spirit, do not depart from it. GOD shows us the most glorious things! Be thankful and show gratitude amid such beauty in a world often wrought with fear and ignorant of Truth. I’ve since learned, in having seen many glorious things, that TRUTH does not convince. TRUTH IS. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Exodus 4:11 “And the LORD said unto him, who hath made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? Have not I the LORD?”

Matthew 21:14 “And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.”

Luke 7:21 “And in that same hour he cured many of their infirmities and plagues, and of evil spirits; and unto many that were blind he gave sight.”

John 9:1-41

John 12:36-43 “While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.

Proverbs 2:1-8

John 14:12-13 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in ME, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father; And whatever you ask in MY name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.”  –Jesus said that those who believe in HIM will do greater things as he has done, and even greater.  In staying focused on Jesus’ commands and moving with his compassion, we will manifest and reveal the glory of God on the earth, and in greater ways so that GOD will be glorified.

Matthew 10:7-8 “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, and raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”

In Jesus name,

Amen

Mental Stimulation and Awareness for Women

AWARENESS AND MENTAL STIMULATION:

A woman contacted me recently asked me to write a character reference for her; she said she needed it as soon as possible. I agreed and directed her to write about herself and email it to me. She said she would do that. I have yet to receive her email. This woman was seeing a therapist suffering with anger and depression, a failing marriage and raising two small children, the older was school-aged with “special needs”.

She always spoke of her problems during business meetings. She took deep breaths so much, it became practically involuntarily and she always shook her head in the no motion after a thought. She was in the valley and I could see that with every possible exit advice given to her, she either had tried already and given up on seeing through her issues,  or she simply became angry at the thought of having to put in MORE work to COME OUT of her listed problems. I felt that why should I have to put in more work than she in order to see the good in her character?

The spirit made me aware that she has a person in her midst that is leading her deeper into the valley. That person is telling her not to listen to anyone else but her. She told this woman that I don’t need anything from her to provide a character reference…that I should KNOW what to write. Maybe I would, if I were to lie and write a general character reference letter from a default template. Are people so comfortable with themselves or uncomfortable that they would rather be described as a default, or a carbon copy? Do we really want someone else to have that much control over our lives that when we are asked about ourselves we can only say, “People know me, and my friends know how I am, they can describe me better than I can.” Most assuredly, this is an easy method to allow someone to make up and even CONTROL our BEings. This is a problem we are having today in the world, where the masses are under the influence—of being controlled. I remember whenever I had to get a reference for a job; I typed them out myself and had people sign them. They always said they were going to say something similar but I knew their words would not as effective to get me what I was determined to get—the job. Who besides you knows you better than your God? 

Now here you have the peoples government. Everything is numbers! People, places, and things.  We are described by numbers, yet because of its complexity and our inability to grasp the term infinite—unlimited usage, we (most of us) have really No Understanding Of Numbers Systems, and the government knows that. We are the NOUNS. All of us in this room are female and noticeably black, we speak and understand different languages, and some of us are mothers. Let’s make a unique number system on this room. Our race may be noted as the numbers 987 meaning black. Then we begin to show differences; some of us are mothers others are not, being a mother would describe us as the number 65. That now is a 987-65. Then you got our language, which some of us speak English, but still, not all of us are mothers. So the numbers break down further according to that uniqueness, 987-65-432; the 432 describes the word English. So here the observers have determined that in this room right now, of the forty females present there are fifteen black, English-speaking mothers. That means there are fifteen number 987-65-432s in attendance.

We can’t rightly just have fifteen of the same exact persons in this meeting, so we add digits on the end starting with 0. 987-65-432-0. I am now a “person” again. This number sets me apart from the other fourteen women in here who were like me, and throughout our lifetime other unique numbers, depending on what branch of government services we deal with, to know who we are individually, we are described as numbers. Many people are not aware of this system of controlled numbers. That is how we are “taught” to handle our life affairs, by assigned unique numbers. We pay our bills, we own property, we receive work and receive wages, and even our individual social sites describe us as numbers. We are imprisoned by way of numbers and having no understanding of number systems.

Because it is a government, there is no unique notable significance (nouns) between me and you until we study the meaning of the numbers. When those unique numbers become an “infection” or a hindrance to governing the welfare of the people  in truth, a mass purging is put into place to clean up the “bug” in the system.

“It’s Time.”

I was awakened from a dream, and found mySelf contemplating on my feelings of indecision again, on some things that I deem important to mySelf and GOD, but that the world and the people that work for it could care less about.

The little office workers(paper pushers/supervisors) have made it clear that they have no problems (and even get paid) making things very uncomfortable/difficult for my little family. They think they are in power to control peoples well-beings from a personal stance. But you know what, GOD is the Almighty overseer. (Proverbs 22:22-23)

As I clear my heart, my mind (ego) may sometimes “chastise” me as deserving of my current hardships. So ultimately, the ego is not necessarily happy when hardships are being addressed, it likes to keep us in illusions that we can “handle today’s problem tomorrow” and to “just focus on LOOKING good, even if you’re not”. Yet the same ego will mock us for addressing those very problems we ignored, telling us we can’t overcome dis-ease. There’s not just a battle outside our selves, there’s also a battle inside. What we all deserve is to overcome all our lower ourselves and those negative deeds that have seemingly attached themselves to our karmas.

I cannot seem to find the appropriate words to describe to my certain senses and feelings in these days. For instance, “hold”. This word seems to mean something different than it use to. I’m coming up short in describing many BEings in these days. Some of these words escape my understanding, as either completely having no substance or simply not true to the current emotion/BEing of what I observe in others.

Ex: A stirring in the loins/butterflies in the stomach means LOVE. Yet there IS a word to describe such a feeling as Lust.

One’s mind plays “word-association games” so much until the person “unknowningly” loses attachment to their TRUE emotion in BEing (true Self), and instead, they “feel” a word, even if it isn’t how they actually are BEing inside. In other words, they feel how the world wants them to be, and depress their true feelings.
I don’t (no longer) like the idea of planning to feel something, or searching for a word to describe how I feel. I want to BE as I AM.

Since most of us could remember far back to youth ( me,age 1), we were told we didn’t feel what we expressed. Even nowadays, when we express happiness, people ask what’s wrong. They’ve forgotten what happiness looks and/or feels like. Rich or poor, those people take advantage to engulf us in darkness with them, to claw at walls, and scream at echoes in the valley of the shadows.

It really doesn’t matter who one points fingers at for such learned behavior; to act false in our true BEings. It doesn’t matter why it was done . What matters is we now notice that when we are BEing in any given emotion, that we BE true to recognize it and deal with it accordingly. Anger for instance.

All of us get angry for one reason or another. Someone might tell us we’re not when we really are feeling it at that moment. We don’t tell people we’re angry to be shut down, we hope they really can give us a word of encouragement or advice(think of teenagers too).

Our true Selves do reach out for help, sometimes. Humans of today barely reach for our help because WE don’t even be true to our OWN Selves(again, learned behaviors)! Many SEE through the veil, yet they cannot lift it on their own. So they HIDE in false BEings. Even if they know some things are wrong with people in this world, they think they are not strong enough alone to change them. I say, even if we bless ONE person’s heart per day, we are blessing many. For they each come in contact with many more people.

We are the minority. We are the 2% Lightworkers. We agreed to come here and BE light beacons to guide our brothers and sisters back toward the path of Light.
WE are not perfect, as we too (many of us) are still in human form. That does not change our duties. “I am a work in progress even as I work.”

Time is short as I realized today even more so now, especially because a tornado caused an upset in NYC (unusual weather for those parts). Many of us have heard our names being called &/or many of us have received the message, “It’s time.”

Time for what?
Time to wake up and gather a people to prepare for the coming of the lord.

This isn’t the time for shame, and fear of mockery, shunning, “losing” relationships. As we (many of us) received the message to “Prepare”, some of us twice. As we cannot go backward in time to change THEN, we move forward to change NOW.

Sharing daily WORD:

Isaiah 1:1-2:22
2 Corinthians 10:1-18
Psalm 52:1-9
Proverbs 22:26-27
Isaiah 3:1-5:30
2 Corinthians 11:1-15
Psalm 53:1-6
Proverbs 22:28-29
In that order.

May GOD, our father forgive us our sins each day and may we continue to seek Christ through our brother Jesus’s gospel. May we continue to bless and BE blessed. In Jesus name, Amen.

(Feel free to discuss with mySelf, yourSelf, and/or others.)

Post Navigation