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In The Light Chamber

I went into a light chamber last night. I was singing the pain away, and calling Jesus between breaths. I FELT the song I sang in every fiber of my being. It was my song-the more I let go the greater I sang!

It felt like my soul was being sucked with every note I belted out. The depths of my soul was being cleansed. There was a bed there, but I couldn’t lie down, I was too caught up in my spirit.

When you finally sing your own song, you’ll understand-the only way TO survive is in the spirit. You’ll be yourself-in a different light-of your truth.

I don’t know who you call on, but I call on Jesus. And he comes every time.

God is light. God is love.

Love and light to you!


Redistribution of True Life

There is a tree outside my writing window. Someone/thing broke one of its limbs but not completely off the tree itself. I watched it hang to the ground swaying, for two days. I began to think about its position. “That limb can’t be saved and needs to be cut off.”

It is still a part of the tree as a whole though it is damaged as a limb. It can no longer benefit the tree hanging like that, as it is no longer fully rooted to its trunk. That limb will rot over time due to lack of “food” and possibly cause the whole tree to become sick.

I noticed few people paid little attention to the hanging limb while others felt a need to idly grab at it as if to pull a child’s ponytail, just because it’s there. A few days later, I was walking to my house and had to walk pass that tree. I watched it swaying as I was coming up the block and when I reached it, I felt a need to stop. I examined the damaged limb and felt the trunk of the tree, it’s a young tree. I saw a flash of what it would look like many years from now; a big beautiful tree.

I went in to the house to look for something to attach the whole limb back to the trunk. I found two white shoelaces. I went back out and guided the hanging limb back to its place on its trunk and tied it to another close by limb. The limb is back in place thought it is still damaged. I stood back and examined the base of the limb to the trunk and I thought, “It may heal over time. It will heal overtime.” I cannot see its roots within the bark but I believe the limb will seek to attach itself back to its trunk and to its roots within the trunk, and the roots should accept it with special care, redistributing needed water and minerals to help it grow back healthy to its right attachment.

Think about your life as the limb. How you would want to be treated? Would you want to be thrown away or would you allow someone to help guide you back to the root of that which sustains your life? Wouldn’t you want another chance to continue growing into a beautiful being? Do you choose Life or death? Of course you will choose life! Ask GOD for it, seek for it; you’ve lost your true Self and you earnestly want it back! GOD, the father will send his son, Jesus the christed, for you. Not to save you, but to renew your spirit at GOD’s appointed hour; in essence you’ll have saved yourSelf having sought HIM.

Have confidence and show humility when asking for GOD’s presence. Be of care and apply mindful application, and when you knock be earnestness and have perseverance.” Bless

Suggested Readings:

Matthew 7:7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

Ask: Ask at the door, GOD’s mercy so that you can receive and BEcome of spiritual good. Only GOD can give it to you.

Seek: You have lost your GOD, your paradise and your soul – Look about thee – Seek that for your soul to be restored in GOD’s favor, in like image. Unless you seek and leave no stone unturned there will be no peace or final salvation for you.

Jeremiah 29:13 “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”

Psalm 27:4 “One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple.”

Prayer is the opening of one’s heart and soul in a conversation with God, an expression of a faith-filled relationship with GOD; grounded in humility.

Pray the Lord’s Prayer (Matthew 6-9:13)

Our Father, which art in heaven,

Hallowed is thy name.

 Thy kingdom come.

 Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

 Give us this day our daily bread.

 Forgive us our trespasses

 as we forgive those who trespass against us.

 Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

 For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever.


The Glory of GOD

When you do not listen to your spirit, you go through a “shoulda” “woulda” “coulda” moment. I was on a train ride one night and it became very interesting. I did not interact with what I saw happening, I can say I OBSERVED it. BUT for a few days afterward, I sporadically felt pings of guilt, for not speaking up in that “moment” that I had encountered. Know that your eyes (ego) can deceive you in the sight of truth and tell you that you do not see what your spirit KNOWS IS there. The veil is BE-coming ever thinner.

Bear with me; I tear up at finally “letting” this go. Some years ago there was a celebrity (who shall remain unnamed for obvious reasons—I don’t welcome such a fame) who passed away to heaven. But surely, my eyes were staring at him—riding the A train! It was a Thursday night, and I was head to a friend’s music showcase. He was a younger man; he looked the same — except young! The same hair, lips, eyes, the whole facial structure! He was with a young lady, who obviously was head over heels in love with this younger “version” of him. She was all over him and he was just so cool about him Self. The more I looked at him, the more I KNEW in my heart that I was staring at the re-incarnation of this now deceased celebrity!

I looked around searching for confirmation in the faces of other passengers; none were the wiser—not even the young lady he was with. They were in their own worlds; slumbering, chattering with friends, reading and such. I tried to look somewhere else but I was drawn to his eyes, and he kept catching mine! I was flabbergasted! I almost yelled out, “Do you know who you are?!” I caught the words in my throat as they came up and inhaled them back. I kept trying not to OBVIOUSLY stare at the couple—at HIM.

At some point, I really began to see his essence—his Christ Light appeared around his face; a really soft glow. I wanted to cry, laugh, and vomit all at the same time. Honestly, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his face. I began to fidget with my purse in my lap, yet I could not rip my eyes away to catch a breath—I kept inhaling I wanted to call out his name, and tell the woman with him that she was entertaining an angel. But how could I?

He was there sitting in a physical, healthy, young body. When I got up to prepare for my stop, I really felt the urge to whisper in the young woman’s ear—but I did not. I stood there staring at this young man glowing on the A train. Everything seemed to slow down for a few seconds and then a rush of noise flooded my ears as the train pulled into my stop. I glanced at him one more time before stepping off the train, but he wasn’t looking my way and he was no longer glowing. I felt a ping of sadness and then I realized the need to use the bathroom—urgently.

Listen to your spirit (conscious) when it speaks, it is YOU who is “asleep”. Yes, there are times when our spirits are more awake than our physical BE-ing. Grow that. Pray on it. Think about the blind man; he did not need to see physically to believe that Jesus could heal him. His faith was un-wavered by such a physical ailment 

Have love and faith in your heart and truth will be revealed, you just need to see it for what it is and not what you want it to be, or not be. Move with the Spirit, do not depart from it. GOD shows us the most glorious things! Be thankful and show gratitude amid such beauty in a world often wrought with fear and ignorant of Truth. I’ve since learned, in having seen many glorious things, that TRUTH does not convince. TRUTH IS. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Exodus 4:11 “And the LORD said unto him, who hath made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? Have not I the LORD?”

Matthew 21:14 “And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.”

Luke 7:21 “And in that same hour he cured many of their infirmities and plagues, and of evil spirits; and unto many that were blind he gave sight.”

John 9:1-41

John 12:36-43 “While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.

Proverbs 2:1-8

John 14:12-13 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in ME, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father; And whatever you ask in MY name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.”  –Jesus said that those who believe in HIM will do greater things as he has done, and even greater.  In staying focused on Jesus’ commands and moving with his compassion, we will manifest and reveal the glory of God on the earth, and in greater ways so that GOD will be glorified.

Matthew 10:7-8 “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, and raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”

In Jesus name,


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