When you do not listen to your spirit, you go through a “shoulda” “woulda” “coulda” moment. I was on a train ride one night and it became very interesting. I did not interact with what I saw happening, I can say I OBSERVED it. BUT for a few days afterward, I sporadically felt pings of guilt, for not speaking up in that “moment” that I had encountered. Know that your eyes (ego) can deceive you in the sight of truth and tell you that you do not see what your spirit KNOWS IS there. The veil is BE-coming ever thinner.
Bear with me; I tear up at finally “letting” this go. Some years ago there was a celebrity (who shall remain unnamed for obvious reasons—I don’t welcome such a fame) who passed away to heaven. But surely, my eyes were staring at him—riding the A train! It was a Thursday night, and I was head to a friend’s music showcase. He was a younger man; he looked the same — except young! The same hair, lips, eyes, the whole facial structure! He was with a young lady, who obviously was head over heels in love with this younger “version” of him. She was all over him and he was just so cool about him Self. The more I looked at him, the more I KNEW in my heart that I was staring at the re-incarnation of this now deceased celebrity!
I looked around searching for confirmation in the faces of other passengers; none were the wiser—not even the young lady he was with. They were in their own worlds; slumbering, chattering with friends, reading and such. I tried to look somewhere else but I was drawn to his eyes, and he kept catching mine! I was flabbergasted! I almost yelled out, “Do you know who you are?!” I caught the words in my throat as they came up and inhaled them back. I kept trying not to OBVIOUSLY stare at the couple—at HIM.
At some point, I really began to see his essence—his Christ Light appeared around his face; a really soft glow. I wanted to cry, laugh, and vomit all at the same time. Honestly, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his face. I began to fidget with my purse in my lap, yet I could not rip my eyes away to catch a breath—I kept inhaling I wanted to call out his name, and tell the woman with him that she was entertaining an angel. But how could I?
He was there sitting in a physical, healthy, young body. When I got up to prepare for my stop, I really felt the urge to whisper in the young woman’s ear—but I did not. I stood there staring at this young man glowing on the A train. Everything seemed to slow down for a few seconds and then a rush of noise flooded my ears as the train pulled into my stop. I glanced at him one more time before stepping off the train, but he wasn’t looking my way and he was no longer glowing. I felt a ping of sadness and then I realized the need to use the bathroom—urgently.
Listen to your spirit (conscious) when it speaks, it is YOU who is “asleep”. Yes, there are times when our spirits are more awake than our physical BE-ing. Grow that. Pray on it. Think about the blind man; he did not need to see physically to believe that Jesus could heal him. His faith was un-wavered by such a physical ailment
Have love and faith in your heart and truth will be revealed, you just need to see it for what it is and not what you want it to be, or not be. Move with the Spirit, do not depart from it. GOD shows us the most glorious things! Be thankful and show gratitude amid such beauty in a world often wrought with fear and ignorant of Truth. I’ve since learned, in having seen many glorious things, that TRUTH does not convince. TRUTH IS. Bless
Exodus 4:11 “And the LORD said unto him, who hath made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? Have not I the LORD?”
Matthew 21:14 “And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.”
Luke 7:21 “And in that same hour he cured many of their infirmities and plagues, and of evil spirits; and unto many that were blind he gave sight.”
John 12:36-43 “While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.
John 14:12-13 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in ME, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father; And whatever you ask in MY name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.” –Jesus said that those who believe in HIM will do greater things as he has done, and even greater. In staying focused on Jesus’ commands and moving with his compassion, we will manifest and reveal the glory of God on the earth, and in greater ways so that GOD will be glorified.
Matthew 10:7-8 “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, and raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”
In Jesus name,