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In The Light Chamber

I went into a light chamber last night. I was singing the pain away, and calling Jesus between breaths. I FELT the song I sang in every fiber of my being. It was my song-the more I let go the greater I sang!

It felt like my soul was being sucked with every note I belted out. The depths of my soul was being cleansed. There was a bed there, but I couldn’t lie down, I was too caught up in my spirit.

When you finally sing your own song, you’ll understand-the only way TO survive is in the spirit. You’ll be yourself-in a different light-of your truth.

I don’t know who you call on, but I call on Jesus. And he comes every time.

God is light. God is love.

Love and light to you!


Self-Transformation: Being Saved And Born Again

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4

The key to meditation is not to do it to always seek but to also be still—and receive. Meditation can guide us back to living our righteous self. Listen to your thoughts, and began to clear them away by unthinking them. Your lowest thought will bombard its way into every session for a while, and at the same time, your ego will work your mind with guilt, fear, shame and such. You may even find that you can’t sit through it the first few times. I encourage you to not quit.

“May my meditation be pleasing to him, as I rejoice in the LORD” Psalm 104:34

No one picks up meditation easily. It’s a process, and it begins with clearing away low vibrational thoughts. We don’t just close our eyes and the Light is right there—if only it was that easy, but we seriously have some ills to clear. I recall that when I first sat for a session; I cried like a baby. I was experiencing too much different feelings–difficult feelings. I avoided meditation after that—for a while. I didn’t want to feel those feelings that came up. Many people find ease addressing others issues, but when it comes to their Self, they become uncomfortable. The realm of meditation is different for everyone though.

But of course, in order to BE who we truly are, we have to unBE who we are not. Thus, meditation is the experience of clearing our minds and our hearts, so God (super conscious) can be accessed, and realized and actualized in our highest expression of ourselves, and BE. In the darkness (fear) 3D, we experience all the negatives we created, overcome them in the void (truth) 4D, and then come into the light (love)5D. There are 12 realms but I’m speaking on what I’ve experienced. In wake and sleep state.

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9

I never got into the whole fold my body type of meditation, it never worked for me. Different techniques work for those who choose to embark; some of us travel by train, some by car, and some by the bus; but we get there. I just used the environment around me, at first. I observed everything that I no longer wanted to think, say or do. I saw the effects it had on others and understood that through them, I was able to realize the effects that those lower energies were causing mySelf. I was not being my better or highest manifest that God had intended for me. It was a process. I still had to sit with myself though and take responsibility for my share of negatives caused on myself and others. That was the painful part, going inside myself. Because whatever “evils” or negatives I had manifested, came back to me. This was no stop and go process either; I had to take it on, acknowledge my responsibility or part in it, bless it, embrace it and transform it to unto my lightness. Habits die hard, but they do die. It was like detoxing off the world.

I asked my guides if it was another way without feeling all the “bad” emotions and pain. No. No there isn’t. What we sow in the universe, we must reap. It only makes sense. If we don’t want to experience “bad things” then we can make choices that create positive thoughts, words, and actions. Of course we “learn” this lesson most often after we’ve suffered ourSelves the consequences of past negatives and fear-based creations. We cannot commune with God clothed in the will of the world.

Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes to the Father, but by me.” John 14:6

In my experience, I learned meditation is one of the keys to the kingdom of God; ONE KEY. And it is a necessary key, used not only to access our darkest beings to overcome them, but we can also communicate two-way, with our highest self and receive more keys; bringing us closer to the kingdom of God. Some of you describe the whole experience as being “saved” or “born again”. The act of being saved is to “go into the closet”, and pray unto your heart’s desire to come into commune with Christ. Jesus the man does not sit in your body. After you’ve confessed to your “sins” in earnest, and truly desire with all your heart to know God, Christ (love) comes into your heart and takes charge of your BEing. Thus your heart has been transformed, like Jesus’s, and so through your heart, which is the first organ formed after conception, you are born again.

“For even to this were you called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow his steps.” 1 Peter 2:21

We experienced what we are not and now we know what we are. We ask for forgiveness and we can still now follow Jesus’s way.

“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.” Matthew 6:6

Make time to spend with yourself. Eventually, I did find myself alone—a lot. I went through a hell of a process—literally. It lasted about a week (I learned that it’s different for everyone). It turned out that I had judged myself far worse than I really was being, and so did other people. I harp on the fact that only God judges all men fairly. Nowadays, it’s not so much that I go meditate—meditation also comes to me. Also, I use discernment and fore-thought I can say, on a constant basis. In other words, I know before I do something, whether I’m going to feel bad or suffer for it afterward. If I stood around judging myself based on societal standards, I would still be lost. Society will and do falsely accuse and do falsely judge; causing unnecessary turmoil among ourSelves as a human race.

Nowadays, God and I have conversations like any two people. Sometimes it can get pretty emotional, especially in reflective moments, but it’s not all washing and cleansing. I get plenty grace, mercy and blessings and joy as well. My spirit simply delights in God’s being! I can literally feel God wash over me, and even in the words I write; I just be sitting there smiling and loving me some God. All that I achieve comes from the will of God; so it’s all good. All you need to know about yourself—is in you. God is never far away. Draw closer to God and God will draw closer to you. Bless

“Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:8

The following scripture, Psalm 91, was given to me by someone who knew the signs of my heart, mind, body and soul being cleansed before transformation, even though I didn’t understand what was happening to me—at that time. I said this prayer while holding a glass of water in my left hand, and afterward I would take a sip of the water. My belief was that I was able to literally take the word into myself and solidify my faith in Jesus. I don’t think he cared about my being extra, he said all I had to do was call his name and that was faith enough; but that was me being human, needing “extra cushioning”.  I now give Psalm 91 to you. Bless

Psalm 91

1You who dwell in the shelter of the Most High,

who abide in the shade of the Almighty,

2Say to the LORD, “My refuge and fortress,

my God in whom I trust.”

3He will rescue you from the fowler’s snare,

from the destroying plague,

4He will shelter you with his pinions,

and under his wings you may take refuge;

his faithfulness is a protecting shield.

5You shall not fear the terror of the night

nor the arrow that flies by day,

6Nor the pestilence that roams in darkness,

nor the plague that ravages at noon.

7Though a thousand fall at your side,

ten thousand at your right hand,

near you it shall not come.

8You need simply watch;

the punishment of the wicked you will see.

9Because you have the LORD for your refuge

and have made the Most High your stronghold,

10No evil shall befall you,

no affliction come near your tent.

11For he commands his angels with regard to you,

to guard you wherever you go.

12With their hands they shall support you,

lest you strike your foot against a stone.

13You can tread upon the asp and the viper,

trample the lion and the dragon.


14Because he clings to me I will deliver him;

because he knows my name I will set him on high.

15He will call upon me and I will answer;

I will be with him in distress;

I will deliver him and give him honor.

16With length of days I will satisfy him,

and fill him with my saving power.

“By whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” Romans 5:2

Write Your Own Check

Bless the word,

Friends, you’ve all managed to overcome adversities of sorts and STILL your willingness and eagerness to undertake new projects and relationships is approached with a pristine newness of desire to create—-every time.

Bravo! May I suggest, if you re-member, the old way of doing things—when you each come into those “new” feelings, to HOLD that higher vibration throughout your projection.

When you sign your name to a piece of paper, let it BE to serve your highest purpose.

When you enter a new relationship of any sort, let it BE to serve your highest purpose.

When you’re sitting in thought, tune into your heart’s desire and let your SPIRIT be raised and plug into the higher vibrations/frequencies. Hold those vibrations THROUGHOUT, in order to experience your desire—your CREATION—with positive effect.

The Lord is my strength and my shield, in whom my heart trusted and found help. So my heart rejoices; with my song I praise my God. (Psalms 28:7)

When I was cold in my house a few nights ago, all I desired was HEAT! We don’t have utilities as a result of hurricane Sandy—yes I was worried, then sad, then angry. I saw it for what it was OUTSIDE of myself, in the world. Now, after some days, I had calmed down and was ready to deal within myself. That’s all I meditated on and then at some point it happened—from over my head it began to warm me inside and out. I felt tremendous warmth, I didn’t look around to see where it came from, I KNEW it was ME. I could FEEL and that’s all I desired—to feel warm. I didn’t have to work hard and sweat and roll over…I simply desired what I want, I can even call it meditation with conviction—that would serve my highest BEing at that moment…and CREATED it.

The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For out of the overflow of his heart his mouth speaks. (Luke 6:45)

I was eager to share the story of what I had done right away, but God wasn’t finished working on me—purposefully. I had no choice but to “be still” in the almighty’s will. You know when something exciting happens to you and you want run off and tell everybody, but you have to first sit through the details? It was like that! Don’t unplug too soon, you’ll leave gas spewing everywhere, and you’ll find yourself stalled partway up the road! Be still and follow through.

God explained something to me on the edge of my thought when I realized what *I* had done.

 “Instant gratification is fine. Use it to serve your highest being, as this heat you desired. Your thoughts, your words, your actions create your NOW. When what you create no longer serves your highest Self, bless it and let it go.” Praise God!

Sometimes we’re blessed with purposeful GIFTS from God. In other words, when we’re blessed within the glory of God, it is an opportunity to CREATE whatever we want…that would serve to our highest purpose. Can I say we’re given blank checks? Yes. Everyone gets blank checks because EVERYONE is entitled to blessings. It’s what you do with the check that counts. If you don’t believe you are blessed, then that is what you create—lack. You keep throwing away checks.  If you believe another person /animal is not entitled to be blessed, then you take away from yourself. You keep writing checks for everyone else. Giving to yourself is to give to another. Fill in your check and cash it! Don’t wait around for someone to “hand you blessings”—CREATE your blessings—CASH in your checks! Tell God what you want; your heart is the telephone—think about what you want, say it, claim it, believe it, desire it—and CREATE it. And don’t hang up until you do!

Ask with confidence and humility. Seek with care and application. Knock with earnestness and perseverance.

KNOW that you are blessed. KNOW that you are not without God. God is within you. BELIEVE in you and KNOW that if what you desire brings forth your holy spirit, it should bring forth the holy spirit in others, and God’s glory will be all over the place! Believe it! POWER IS MEANT FOR THE PEOPLE! Bless

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. (Matthew 7:7)

Bringing Our Children Into Christ

Last night I had a rather disturbing dream. No, not all of my dreams are disturbing, some are set in huge white “classrooms” where someone is speaking to us, some in modeling settings, some where we look down on a world and see a peoples experience. Some are set up where I’m helping people in distress; and I mean distress like natural disasters, or “customer service” to people who want to know about what happens in ascension, and sometimes, dreams where I learn discernment between the real and the illusion in different realms. Inside dream state, I’ve been questioned by the men in black, and I’ve been intimidated many times, since I was a youth. So no, nothing in this world surprises as much as it use to. Yes, I’ve grown away from fear, and into love.

I’ve experienced the Light realms and the Shadow realms. I’ve been shaken so bad in my worldly experiences that I would wait up for the Shadow—hoping to catch it before it caught me. Of course, it always caught me off guard, right at the edge of sleep. I would run and run or half fly and stumble trying to escape it. That was after I became saved from the world and before I learned to follow Jesus’s instruction, to call on him. Now THOSE were helluva fights! BUT he kept his word and I did call finally on him after wrestling with a shadow for a week! The longest week of my life! I had manifested the damned thing into my wake state and the thing would terrorize me only in the dark at first. I was so shook, I kept lights on everywhere I went in my house, day and night. But because I couldn’t stop thinking about it, it started to show up in the light as well. I did eventually overcome it through sincere prayer, reading scripture and not only did I call on Jesus, I trusted that he would come and save me from darkness. I keep my bible open to Palsms 91 and recite verse often.

How cunningly evil shadow spirits can be though. I had called on Jesus at the top of my lungs after being dragged from my bed into another room. I mean the yanking was so strong and I was holding on to something so as not to be pulled OUT of where I was and into I don’t know what and I didn’t want to. I kept screaming “Jesus! Jesus! Save me!” over and over, seemed like forever. I had actually found my voice and was screaming from my gut. And just like that I felt a release and I was awake. I was worse than shook; the nausea and the aching pain in my body and spirit, my heart pounding in my ears was so much to bear. I cried so much! The very next night (it was actually day, 5ish in the morning because I waited up for it, determined to face it and kill it (my dumb-ass huh?)) the damned thing rushed at me and jumped on my chest, had the nerve to choke me! All so I wouldn’t be able to call on the lord! I still tried and my GOD! My will was stronger than it had ever been! I was released and I literally woke up choking!

The mind is the most complex, yet most fragile thing of a HUman BEing—at least in my opinion. I suffered because I was determined to be God‘s child. Al of that that I went through I HAD TO. That was the place we call the VOID, the battle with our lower selves (EGO). I was facing my own demons created by myself when I was living of the world. The hate, the judgments’, sexuality, envy, anger, all the negative experiences I had chosen/bought over the years. My own EGO was so angry with me for wanting to CHANGE! Of course I didn’t know all of this at the time and I’ve since evolved into a more understanding BEing of my higher Self.

I tell you being saved with mySelf is nothing like when I was “saved” at the church altars so many times. No one told me that I was going to had to walk the path of Jesus before he became Christ. No one told me that I would have to go through such a terrible battle and some struggles to get back to my father GOD. Nobody came in the night to comfort me after being jumped by the darkness. No one said to call on Jesus with all your MIGHT and all your WILL. If they did and they meant it themselves, I would have remembered such a gem of advice. But you know what? I’m glad it happened this way—not the battles, the coming into Christ.

When I encountered the Christ Light in this past January, I didn’t know what to expect afterward. When I came out of it I the actual experience), I cried for days and nights. I wanted it back so bad—I was mourning for it. Sounds extra but if you’ve ever been there you know how I felt, and for you who seek and do find it, you will then understand from your own experience. Someone asked me last night, the difference between “regular love and the spirit love” and to describe it. First I must say, it’s a beautiful thing to be AT this point in my life, that persons question reflected that during our conversation. Of course, I owe my salvation to the Christ Jesus, and I continually give thanks and gratitude for the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Now I answered the persons question as such: Love of the Spirit of Christ can’t be described. It can only BE. When we try to describe God’s glory, we sound and/or look crazy. I’ve tried. I’ve been lookin’ real crazy lately…lolol smh. Like knows like, all others call us different, and some shun us, others are changed by us—which is God’s purpose, for all of us to turn unto his ever-lasting, unconditional love. :0) I can’t give it to you, you must seek to find it. I can show you the way, like I was shown, but of course you’d have to want to seek, to make the choice to live in the will of GOD. I admit, I get overwhelm by the gloriousness of GOD sometimes, and I want to share with everybody around me, but not to brag but to rejoice in GOD’s name! We do not live to show our selves purposely (Matthew 6:1-4).

Sounds preachy? Well, it is what it is. As a Light-worker and Way-shower, I strive at keeping the path clean as possible BUT also in the light of Truth. We’re going to have to go through battles to come out of the illusion we created for ourselves in which we separated ourselves from GOD in thinking that we could live without our almighty father, who ALL I AM. We BE because GOD IS and the WORD IS because we ARE. Man (flesh) will pass away but the spirit of GOD will last forever.

Which brings me to the dream I had last night (sometimes the spirit does that—takes you somewhere you’ve been, to review, and then bring you back to your present point). It is very important that we as parents keep our children close and show them the right way to go. My dream surrounded an incident in which a group of parents lost “control” over their children because some “outside influences” came into the children lives. Thought it presented itself as “disease” in my dream, I see it represented different in the wake state. These outside influences include but are not limited to: Music, Alcohol, legal and illegal drugs (and yes, that includes marijuana and o.t.c. medications), caffeine, sex, video games, television, and sugar. KNOW your children and their BEings. If you pay all the bills in your home, and you carry the title ‘parent’, then there is no way you can NOT know what is going on under YOUR roof. Being too busy is not an excuse, do you fit your job into your life or do you fit your life into your job?

Our children are precious gifts from GOD and WE are to watch over them diligently. A people government makes billions in dollars a year in the baby-tween-teen market alone. They make factory dolls of our babies, either they’re educated for the work-force to build wealth for others, or they’re imprisoned and debilitated, forced back into society to reproduce havoc that mirrors their prison life. Because these outside influences grip our children at such young ages, it can be a task in itself trying to convince your child that YOU are not their enemy.

Be strong, be diligent, and be truthful, sure-footed and confident when bringing your child away from the world and into the love and care of GOD. Too many parents today say, “That’s his/her choice.” to justify their children negative behaviors. That’s not good enough when you haven’t laid out the choices in the first place. I heard this phrase a lot growing up, “That’s your choice.” But had someone TOLD me and been diligent and true about it, I (and many others) might not have had to go through hell to get to heaven. Had we known what our choices were, SURELY, and I’m speaking for many, SURELY, we wouldn’t have gotten lost in the first place. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Ephesians 6:2 “Honor your father and mother.” This is the first commandment with a promise:

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

6:1-4: The great duty of children is, to obey their parents. That obedience includes inward reverence, as well as outward acts, and in every age prosperity has attended those distinguished for obedience to parents. The duty of parents. Be not impatient; use no unreasonable severities. Deal prudently and wisely with children; convince their judgements and work upon their reason. Bring them up well; under proper and compassionate correction; and in the knowledge of the duty God requires. Often is this duty neglected, even among professors of the gospel. Many set their children against religion; but this does not excuse the children’s disobedience, though it may be awfully occasion it. God alone can change the heart, yet he gives his blessing to the good lessons and examples of parents, and answers their prayers. But those, whose chief anxiety is that their children should be rich and accomplished, whatever becomes of their souls, must not look for the blessing of God. (Source: www.biblecc.com)

Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

22:1 We should be more careful to do that by which we may get and keep a good name, than to raise or add unto a great estate. 2. Divine Providence has so ordered it, that some are rich, and others poor, but all are guilty before God; and at the throne of God’s grace the poor are as welcome as the rich. 3. Faith foresees the evil coming upon sinners, and looks to Jesus Christ as the sure refuge from the storm. 4. Where the fear of God is, there will be humility. And much is to be enjoyed by it; spiritual riches, and eternal life at last. 5. The way of sin is vexatious and dangerous. But the way of duty is safe and easy. 6. Train children, not in the way they would go, that of their corrupt hearts, but in the way they should go; in which, if you love them, you would have them go. As soon as possible every child should be led to the knowledge of the Saviour. 7. This shows how important it is for every man to keep out of debt. As to the things of this life, there is a difference between the rich and the poor; but let the poor remember, it is the Lord that made the difference. 8. The power which many abuse, will soon fail them. 9. He that seeks to relieve the wants and miseries of others shall be blessed. 10. Profane scoffers and revilers disturb the peace. 11. God will be the Friend of a man in whose spirit there is no guile; this honour have all the saints. 12. God turns the counsels and designs of treacherous men to their own confusion. 13. The slothful man talks of a lion without, but considers not his real danger from the devil, that roaring lion within, and from his own slothfulness, which kills him. 14. The vile sin of licentiousness commonly besots the mind beyond recovery. 15. Sin is foolishness, it is in the heart, there is an inward inclination to sin: children bring it into the world with them; and it cleaves close to the soul. We all need to be corrected by our heavenly Father. 16. We are but stewards, and must distribute what God intrusts to our care, according to his will. (Source: www.biblecc.com)

Matthew 19:14 But Jesus said, Allow little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

19:13-15 It is well when we come to Christ ourselves, and bring our children. Little children may be brought to Christ as needing, and being capable of receiving blessings from him, and having an interest in his intercession. We can but beg a blessing for them: Christ only can command the blessing. It is well for us, that Christ has more love and tenderness in him than the best of his disciples have. And let us learn of him not to discountenance any willing, well-meaning souls, in their seeking after Christ, though they are but weak. Those who are given to Christ, as part of his purchase, he will in no wise cast out. Therefore he takes it ill of all who forbid, and try to shut out those whom he has received. And all Christians should bring their children to the Saviour that he may bless them with spiritual blessings.

In Jesus Name


Come Out of The Valley

When God deals with us, it is on an individual basis. Yes it is a grander scale. He deals with our hearts and our souls, the living spirit of man. He is not interested in our clothing, our social security number, our utility bills, he is not even interested in the number on a prisoner’s shirt, and you know what he doesn’t care WHAT color we are. He does away with EVIL in the hearts of man and wants us to deal in all that is love. He has his own system that was designed before the foundation of the world. He knew how he would handle every person, every place, every animal, and every thing. He knew where he wanted to put them and when. He knew that on January 7, 2012 he was sending his son to shout into my valley and call me out! I did not know at first, what was going on, and never would have expected such a thing would happen to me.

You may be at that point where you feel that no man or government could help you with; that no man could save you! This is because he does not know God’s purpose for you! And GOD is demanding your attention by allowing suffrage to come into your life. Don’t think because you suffer that GOD doesn’t love you! He does, because he is your father! He never gives you more pain than you can bear, so KNOW that you can get through this! No pain, no gain is what we say right? We want to be so special or even pitiful, yes pitiful, and then be acknowledged or pitied for our achievements and our problems, believing that what we are going through is not like any other person’s gain or lose. When in fact, many of us are going through the same problems or similar problems. So why doesn’t the same advice, help or solution work for the good of all? Yet we ALL have our individual purpose in GOD’s name, YET, at the SAME time we are no better than another! It is physical man that trains each other to BE separate! To be apart! To ACHIEVE alone and to suffer ALONE! What does the almighty father, GOD do? He takes those individual purposes within each of us and activates them throught the Holy Spirit and guides us to help each other. This is HIS will in which we work. Until we acknowledge that we are are here by the will of GOD and not our own, we will not find peace and we will continue to live in unrest, begging and searching for peace in the world. Peace comes from within. 

Even as the spirit of God deals with me, it deals with you by sending me to tell you seek him!  Do not look to find comfort in those people who discourage you from seeking solutions to your problems. Do not allow anyone to come into your spirit and lead you deeper into the valley telling you that there is no God and that you can only save yourself and depend on yourself. Are you that independent of your creator?! Some of your hearts will harden at reading these words but because I am a child of God and as I am knowing the father, I know that he is not done with you. When you harden your heart to the word you turn away from God. You began to walk around with nothing good to say or feel about the person who God sent to you and for some of you, you curse HIS name and the echoes in the valley repeated your every word; driving you deeper into the valley! Come out of the valley!

Psalms 95:8 Harden not your heart, as in the provocation, and as in the day of trials in the wilderness (EXPLAIN) Harden not your hearts against Christ, against his Gospel, against all the light and evidence of it. There is a natural hardness of the heart, owing to the corruption of nature. A habitual hardness, acquired by a constant continuance and long custom in sinning; and there is a judicial hardness, which God gives men up unto. There is a hardness of heart, which sometimes attends God’s own people, through the deceitfulness of sin gaining upon them; of which, when sensible, they complain, and do well to guard against. Respect seems to be had here to the hardness of heart in the Jews in the times of Christ and his apostles, which the Holy Ghost foresaw, and here dehorts from; who, notwithstanding the clear evidence of Jesus being the Messiah, from prophecy, from miracles, from doctrines, from the gifts of the Spirit, yet hardened their hearts against him, rebelled against light, rejected him would not receive him.

You are being dealt with on an individual basis so to wake up YOUR purpose in GOD’s name. We give you the message God commands us to say, and we extend the instructions that will help you get out of the valley. God knows you well enough to know your every sorrow, your every hardship, he knows your enemy that you cannot not see! He knows you’re in the valley and he sent me to call you out!  Move with the spirit of God. Love! Trust! Faith! Love! Truth! Love! But you want to go deeper, BEcoming hard, because we did not come in and get you out? Do know that God’s word is to bring you OUT of sin, out of hate, out of despair and away from death. I am not coming in to get you; the Holy Spirit is standing right here at the mouth of the valley and in the name of God Almighty, COME OUT AND BE SAVED! You have to WANT to!!

Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose”. (EXPLAIN)Work together for good – They shall cooperate; they shall mutually contribute to our good. They take off our affections from this world; they teach us the truth about our frail, transitory, and lying condition; they lead us to look to God for support and to heaven for a final home; and they produce a subdued spirit; as a humbled temper, a having a patient, tender, and kind disposition. Man is made whole by receiving afflictions as they should be received, and by desiring that they should accomplish the purpose for which they are sent; the sinner is made more hardened by resisting them, and refusing to submit to their obvious intention and design. God’s people are said to be called because he has invited them to be saved, and has sent into their heart such an influence as to make the call effectual to their salvation. In this way their salvation is to be traced entirely to God. “According to his purpose” means when applied to the mind, a plan or purpose of mind. It implies that God had a plan, purpose, or intention, in regard to all who became Christians. They are not saved by chance or hap-hazard. God does not convert people without design; and his designs are not new, but are eternal. What he does, he always meant to do. What God always meant to do, is his purpose or plan. That he has such a purpose in regard to the salvation of his people is often affirmed:

1. In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who works all things after the counsel of his own will (Ephesians 1:11).

2. Who has saved us, and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began (2 Timothy 1:9).

3. According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus (Ephesians 3:11) (his coming and his work).

4. It is such as should excite lively gratitude in all who have been inclined by the grace of God to accept the offers of eternal life. They owe it to the mere mercy of God, and they should acknowledge him as the fountain and source of all their hopes of heaven.

God wants you to know that he loves you and his son Jesus the Christed, our brother, was sent here to tell us that and he is here again with the same message. Our father loves you and he wants you to love him back with all your heart. Even through all our sins his love for us has not changed, his purpose has not changed. I remember the night Christ came for me. I was in vice. Man. All these years I had been looking in the wrong places for love. Here I was again ready to start a new relationship and was determined to do it right this time, you know be a good and happy woman and not argue and fuss with my man. I was determined to turn my head at his indiscretions and even if my esteem was going to hurt I had already decided that I wasn’t going to complain, I would just show how secure I was by NOT addressing ANY “issues” if they came up, because I just knew this man was the ONE.

I had not remembered that issues ALWAYS show up! I had not remembered that I had recently come out of the valley from another man who had beat on me and mocked me and abused me every which way he could! Cheating, and arguing and fighting and even financial abuse, I endured! I had not remembered that EVERY relationship started out lovely. I had not remembered when things began to go bad or how I shouted and screamed and fought to keep each of these men away from other women. I had not remembered every single time I called on GOD to take these men away from me and heal my heart. I had not remembered! I had not remembered how hard it was for me to climb out of that cold and dark valley! I had not remembered because I had taken all those troubles and stacked them away far enough back so I forget them. You see, we only know at that very moment that “this was the man/woman I’ve been waiting for”—all because they had been so nice when we met, and didn’t curse at us cursed or show impatience. They laugh at our corny jokes and tells us how good-looking we are—how smart and nice and giving. Over and over we convince our Selves that “this is the one GOD sent to me!” We silence those little “alarms” that go off when we “catch some weird”, and again and again convincing ourSelves that these weird things are false alarms. Come out of that valley!

BUT GOD KNOWS! Our spirits remembers! You see, God loves us so much that when we call on him he continously takes our burdens away and puts us back on the path of righteousness. O how quickly we forget! Remember how when you was in trouble and in your deepest darkest hour that you knew no one could rescue you but GOD and you called on him to come save you and you promised to give your life to him and to love him from now on, always? How many times have you done that? Are you being true to your promise to God? Do not get it misconstrued; GOD wants us to love him above ALL things! Until we are at-one with un-limited love we cannot be so sure that we love another person. Do you love that person with all your might and all your soul and your every strength? Then why all the limits and conditions? These limits and conditions bring negative attachments to your relationships Why are you playing with something so precious that you would think that you can BLAME love as the cause of every negative emotion you have? True love knows only love; it reflects itself. All reflects itself, even false-hoods. If God is who you turned to when all else failed why do you give your “all” to man whom you could not find in your darkest hour? The Holy Spirit stands at the mouth of valley waiting on you, come out of the valley and BE and live in the Light.

1 Corinthians 13 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child; I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Mark 12:30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength: this is the first commandment. (EXPLAIN)And thou shalt love the Lord thy God…. This is to be understood as God, his Son and your Holy Spirit. Men are enemies to God in their minds, which appears by their wicked works; yet this commandment is still in force, and the obligation to it is the same; the fall of man, the corruption of nature, and the impotency, and even aversion in man to observe this command, does not make it null and void. In regeneration, when God puts his laws into the heart, and writes them in the mind; love is produced in such persons, to God the Father, who has begotten them again, according to his abundant mercy; and in Christ, who has saved them from their sins; and to the blessed Spirit, who has quickened and comforted them: and this love is in some measure exercised as it should be, and as here directed to, with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind; that is, with all the powers and faculties of the soul; or with the affections, as under the influence and guidance of the more noble faculties of the soul, the mind, the understanding, judgment, and will.

2 Chronicles 20:4 And Judah gathered themselves together, to ask help of the LORD: even out of all the cities of Judah they came to seek the LORD. (EXPLAIN)In all dangers, public or personal, our first business should be to seek help from God. Take advantage of days for national fasting and prayer. From the first to the last of our seeking the Lord, we must approach him with humiliation for our sins, trusting only in his mercy and power. Lord, exert it on our behalf. Whom we should seek to, whom we should trust to for relief, the God we have chosen and served. Those that use what they have for God may comfortably hope he will secure it to them. Every true believer is a son of Abraham, a friend of God; with such the everlasting covenant is established, to such every promise belongs. We are assured of God’s love, by his dwelling in human nature in the person of his son, Jesus.


It’s not so much as just what you pray, when you pray mean it. When you pray do not be selfish, lay it out for your spirit requires its connect with the almighty in order to flourish. Let your prayer be as follows:

Our Father, who is in heaven, we recognize that you are all holy and loving and merciful, and that we are your beloved children, and not the subservient, sinful and depraved creatures that false teachers would have us believe. We know that we are the greatest of your creations, and the most wonderful of all your handiworks, and the objects of your great soul love and tender care.

We know that your will is that we become at-one with you and partake of the great love which you have bestowed upon us through your mercy and desire that we become, in truth, your children through love and not through the sacrifice and death of any one of your creatures – even though the world thinks one your equal and a part of your Godhead.

We recognize that when we pray that you will open up our souls to the inflowing of your love, and that then will come your holy spirit to bring into our souls this, your divine love, in great abundance, until our souls are transformed into the very essence of yourself, and that there will come to us faith – such faith as will cause us to realize that we are truly your children and one with you in very substance and not in image only.

Let us have such faith as will cause us to know that you are our Father, and the giver of every good and perfect gift, and that only we ourselves can prevent your love changing us from the mortal into the immortal. Let us never cease to realize that your love is waiting for each and all of us, and, that when we come to you with faith and earnest aspiration, your love will never be withheld from us.

Keep us in the shadow of your love every hour and moment of our lives, and help us to overcome all temptations of the flesh, and the influence of the powers of the evil ones who so constantly surround us and endeavor to turn our thoughts away from you to the pleasures and allurements of this world. We thank you for your love, and for the privilege of receiving it, and we know that you are our Father – our loving Heavenly Father who smiles upon us in our weakness, and is always ready to help us and take us to Thy arms of love. We pray this with all the earnestness and sincere longings of our souls, and, trusting in your love, give you all the glory and honor and love that our finite souls can give.


Our Father, which art in heaven,

Hallowed is thy name.

Thy kingdom come.

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

Forgive us our trespasses

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever.


Christ may be in you

Christ is not a man in the sense that he is Jesus the son of the Father, but Christ is that part of Jesus, or rather quality that came to him after he fully received into his soul the divine love, and was transformed into the very essence of the Father in His love. Christ is thus, not a man but is the manifestation of this love as bestowed upon Jesus, and made part of his very existence. And when men use the expression, having Christ in you, if they could correctly understand the true purport of the same, they would know that it (the expression) means only that the divine love of the Father is in their souls. The indiscriminate use of the words, “Jesus” and “Christ,” is the cause of much misunderstanding among Christians as to a number of the sayings of the Bible.

Jesus became the Christ because he was the first to receive into his soul this divine love and to manifest its existence, and this Christ principle is one that all men may possess, with the result that they will become at-one with the Father in His substance of love and immortality. It would be impossible for Jesus (the man), to get into or become a part of any mortal, and it would be equally as impossible for Christ (as the man Jesus), even though perfect and free from sin, to become a part of anyone.

No, the meaning of having Christ in you is to have this love of the Father in your soul, which can only be obtained through the working of the holy spirit as the instrument of the Father in bringing this love into the soul. To many, who hear preachers’ exhortations in this particular, the expression is only a mystery which they accept merely intellectually, and feel that by such acceptance they have the possession of this Christ (which is the only evidence of the truth of the Father’s love).


Sources: Thank you to all divine inspiration from my Guides, and all other sources with study and assistance bringing this message together. Written: 2/16/2012 Edited: 9/21/2012

The Glory of GOD

When you do not listen to your spirit, you go through a “shoulda” “woulda” “coulda” moment. I was on a train ride one night and it became very interesting. I did not interact with what I saw happening, I can say I OBSERVED it. BUT for a few days afterward, I sporadically felt pings of guilt, for not speaking up in that “moment” that I had encountered. Know that your eyes (ego) can deceive you in the sight of truth and tell you that you do not see what your spirit KNOWS IS there. The veil is BE-coming ever thinner.

Bear with me; I tear up at finally “letting” this go. Some years ago there was a celebrity (who shall remain unnamed for obvious reasons—I don’t welcome such a fame) who passed away to heaven. But surely, my eyes were staring at him—riding the A train! It was a Thursday night, and I was head to a friend’s music showcase. He was a younger man; he looked the same — except young! The same hair, lips, eyes, the whole facial structure! He was with a young lady, who obviously was head over heels in love with this younger “version” of him. She was all over him and he was just so cool about him Self. The more I looked at him, the more I KNEW in my heart that I was staring at the re-incarnation of this now deceased celebrity!

I looked around searching for confirmation in the faces of other passengers; none were the wiser—not even the young lady he was with. They were in their own worlds; slumbering, chattering with friends, reading and such. I tried to look somewhere else but I was drawn to his eyes, and he kept catching mine! I was flabbergasted! I almost yelled out, “Do you know who you are?!” I caught the words in my throat as they came up and inhaled them back. I kept trying not to OBVIOUSLY stare at the couple—at HIM.

At some point, I really began to see his essence—his Christ Light appeared around his face; a really soft glow. I wanted to cry, laugh, and vomit all at the same time. Honestly, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his face. I began to fidget with my purse in my lap, yet I could not rip my eyes away to catch a breath—I kept inhaling I wanted to call out his name, and tell the woman with him that she was entertaining an angel. But how could I?

He was there sitting in a physical, healthy, young body. When I got up to prepare for my stop, I really felt the urge to whisper in the young woman’s ear—but I did not. I stood there staring at this young man glowing on the A train. Everything seemed to slow down for a few seconds and then a rush of noise flooded my ears as the train pulled into my stop. I glanced at him one more time before stepping off the train, but he wasn’t looking my way and he was no longer glowing. I felt a ping of sadness and then I realized the need to use the bathroom—urgently.

Listen to your spirit (conscious) when it speaks, it is YOU who is “asleep”. Yes, there are times when our spirits are more awake than our physical BE-ing. Grow that. Pray on it. Think about the blind man; he did not need to see physically to believe that Jesus could heal him. His faith was un-wavered by such a physical ailment 

Have love and faith in your heart and truth will be revealed, you just need to see it for what it is and not what you want it to be, or not be. Move with the Spirit, do not depart from it. GOD shows us the most glorious things! Be thankful and show gratitude amid such beauty in a world often wrought with fear and ignorant of Truth. I’ve since learned, in having seen many glorious things, that TRUTH does not convince. TRUTH IS. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Exodus 4:11 “And the LORD said unto him, who hath made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? Have not I the LORD?”

Matthew 21:14 “And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.”

Luke 7:21 “And in that same hour he cured many of their infirmities and plagues, and of evil spirits; and unto many that were blind he gave sight.”

John 9:1-41

John 12:36-43 “While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.

Proverbs 2:1-8

John 14:12-13 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in ME, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father; And whatever you ask in MY name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.”  –Jesus said that those who believe in HIM will do greater things as he has done, and even greater.  In staying focused on Jesus’ commands and moving with his compassion, we will manifest and reveal the glory of God on the earth, and in greater ways so that GOD will be glorified.

Matthew 10:7-8 “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, and raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”

In Jesus name,



It has nothing to do with someone or something coming to save humans. It more about PREPARING (I received that message twice in 2012) one self.

 We can save ourselves by cleaning up our ACTS that most don’t realize are just that, ACTS. Look at that word. Focus on it and see what you come up with. How are you BEing? Are there ACT-IONS that you KNOW don’t benefit your core BEing(your spirit)?

 That is preparation. Honestly, at first, I thought it meant to go get food and money and STUFF. The second message said there is no money needed but that would be my choice to gather such.

I realized, after serious focus on my whole Self, after breaking me up into smaller portions, that heaven doesn’t use money. If I desire it, it shall be. Much like we on this thread desired to know more beyond ourselves.

 Fine, you may not “get it” the first time. But if you go within yourSelf, those experiences, from past, present, and possibles come up. How do they apply to where you desire to be right now? Even for myself is this message. (I asked this last night).

 Intend to change your thoughts, for example, someone may have beaten you 8 years ago. That memory triggered anger every time it came up in your thought. You may have intended to “pay them back” in thought by beating them back up, that you would feel better, but the only thing you actually manifested was more anger. You’re beating up a memory (you’re ACTING). You fueled that memory until it kept coming more often and you fought back more intensely. More anger stored itself into the memory, waiting for you to ACT. Stop there.

 “Kill” that hurt-filled, hate-fueled memory by thinking the exact opposite. Give that person a hug in the memory, examine them, focus on understanding that they fell under the very influence you, yourSelf are changing right now. You managed NOT to beat anyone (karma doesn’t have to control you) else just because you were beaten.

 Forgive them forgive yourself, change your thought with intention, and change your ACT-ING to BEing. Save yourself from the ACT and (manifest) BE your true Self again.

 Understanding that there is still much work to do, there is no time other than now. What kind of present to you desire to open?

It’s your choice of course. However, when you give your will to GOD, trust that you will always be presented with what’s best for you. Even if you don’t agree (ego), do you admit to yourSelf that you have much ACTS to cleanup before your true presentation in Heaven? (I don’t need to discuss such a state). Do you admit that you were weak when you accumulated negative karma and are strong enough to overcome it?


August 13, 2012 11:11 AM

Does Our Collective Being Lack Drive of Self-Intention?

Lack of belief in building a consistent reality is writing an intention, either in thought or on paper and then erasing it. Like building a thought of something/someone you want and making multiple alternate endings. The end result is usually that you think of something to go wrong to the possibility of your own happiness or you are distracted back into the current reality. What really keeps that thought from blossoming under the notion of good? Yet so easily we can scheme to think and do bad? Maybe because we live in a low vibration; in our current state we think as a collective of self-satisfaction.

 But I ponder that if we really could have everything we WANT, are we not living in that reality right now? Things like, cars, clothes, jewelry, technology, music, and food, and money, etc. Have we manifested these things without fore-thought of overcrowding, over-eating, and over-spending; most of all over-indulgence in low frequency thoughts so to speak? Those who want little to no parts of it have difficulty breaking away and /or not conforming, less they be deemed the enemy of the current state. Self asks me if I can live in any more want than I already have. My immediate answer would be no.

 I’m not going to get into details of the manifestations of my wants, surely you can think of some of your own manifestations’. I can even get biblical with it and go into how we suffer consequences of some of those wants even if we claim we’re just fine with BEing in that state, however at current, I have no further  thoughts on that. It really does take time to come awake, though some of us are in accelerated processes, hence we notice the speeding up of time while others may say nothing unusual is going on. Some will even read this passage and deem it “crazy” talk; those who may not have had divine intervention or some other process may need nudging. In this state, I do not explain, I discuss. There are others who are willed to do questions and answers, prove and disprove, up and down, in and out, yadda…I learn with other learners from Self and other specifically referenced tools.  Most who read my post will do so because they are lead here by their Selves. The same happened to me.

 The trickle-down effect has the poorer societies happy just having a copy (bootleg) of the higher-uppers reality while never fully being accepted or implemented unless, of course, one is willing to depress their Self in favor for their ego but never quite feeling right in their soul. They go to rehab or just deal with it as best they will (or won’t). this is the result of lack of power consistent Self-intention; being true to one’s Self.

Then does this mean that the collective BEing is not conscious and is “plugged” into a power that uses doctors, drugs, vaccinations’, music and carnal desires that depresses our higher true selves?

My desire is that enough people wake up, remember who they are and do their true service in order to carry this Earth and the people living on her to a higher Being, for the betterment of ALL. We are one. Bless

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