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Self-Transformation: Being Saved And Born Again

“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4

The key to meditation is not to do it to always seek but to also be still—and receive. Meditation can guide us back to living our righteous self. Listen to your thoughts, and began to clear them away by unthinking them. Your lowest thought will bombard its way into every session for a while, and at the same time, your ego will work your mind with guilt, fear, shame and such. You may even find that you can’t sit through it the first few times. I encourage you to not quit.

“May my meditation be pleasing to him, as I rejoice in the LORD” Psalm 104:34

No one picks up meditation easily. It’s a process, and it begins with clearing away low vibrational thoughts. We don’t just close our eyes and the Light is right there—if only it was that easy, but we seriously have some ills to clear. I recall that when I first sat for a session; I cried like a baby. I was experiencing too much different feelings–difficult feelings. I avoided meditation after that—for a while. I didn’t want to feel those feelings that came up. Many people find ease addressing others issues, but when it comes to their Self, they become uncomfortable. The realm of meditation is different for everyone though.

But of course, in order to BE who we truly are, we have to unBE who we are not. Thus, meditation is the experience of clearing our minds and our hearts, so God (super conscious) can be accessed, and realized and actualized in our highest expression of ourselves, and BE. In the darkness (fear) 3D, we experience all the negatives we created, overcome them in the void (truth) 4D, and then come into the light (love)5D. There are 12 realms but I’m speaking on what I’ve experienced. In wake and sleep state.

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9

I never got into the whole fold my body type of meditation, it never worked for me. Different techniques work for those who choose to embark; some of us travel by train, some by car, and some by the bus; but we get there. I just used the environment around me, at first. I observed everything that I no longer wanted to think, say or do. I saw the effects it had on others and understood that through them, I was able to realize the effects that those lower energies were causing mySelf. I was not being my better or highest manifest that God had intended for me. It was a process. I still had to sit with myself though and take responsibility for my share of negatives caused on myself and others. That was the painful part, going inside myself. Because whatever “evils” or negatives I had manifested, came back to me. This was no stop and go process either; I had to take it on, acknowledge my responsibility or part in it, bless it, embrace it and transform it to unto my lightness. Habits die hard, but they do die. It was like detoxing off the world.

I asked my guides if it was another way without feeling all the “bad” emotions and pain. No. No there isn’t. What we sow in the universe, we must reap. It only makes sense. If we don’t want to experience “bad things” then we can make choices that create positive thoughts, words, and actions. Of course we “learn” this lesson most often after we’ve suffered ourSelves the consequences of past negatives and fear-based creations. We cannot commune with God clothed in the will of the world.

Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man comes to the Father, but by me.” John 14:6

In my experience, I learned meditation is one of the keys to the kingdom of God; ONE KEY. And it is a necessary key, used not only to access our darkest beings to overcome them, but we can also communicate two-way, with our highest self and receive more keys; bringing us closer to the kingdom of God. Some of you describe the whole experience as being “saved” or “born again”. The act of being saved is to “go into the closet”, and pray unto your heart’s desire to come into commune with Christ. Jesus the man does not sit in your body. After you’ve confessed to your “sins” in earnest, and truly desire with all your heart to know God, Christ (love) comes into your heart and takes charge of your BEing. Thus your heart has been transformed, like Jesus’s, and so through your heart, which is the first organ formed after conception, you are born again.

“For even to this were you called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow his steps.” 1 Peter 2:21

We experienced what we are not and now we know what we are. We ask for forgiveness and we can still now follow Jesus’s way.

“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.” Matthew 6:6

Make time to spend with yourself. Eventually, I did find myself alone—a lot. I went through a hell of a process—literally. It lasted about a week (I learned that it’s different for everyone). It turned out that I had judged myself far worse than I really was being, and so did other people. I harp on the fact that only God judges all men fairly. Nowadays, it’s not so much that I go meditate—meditation also comes to me. Also, I use discernment and fore-thought I can say, on a constant basis. In other words, I know before I do something, whether I’m going to feel bad or suffer for it afterward. If I stood around judging myself based on societal standards, I would still be lost. Society will and do falsely accuse and do falsely judge; causing unnecessary turmoil among ourSelves as a human race.

Nowadays, God and I have conversations like any two people. Sometimes it can get pretty emotional, especially in reflective moments, but it’s not all washing and cleansing. I get plenty grace, mercy and blessings and joy as well. My spirit simply delights in God’s being! I can literally feel God wash over me, and even in the words I write; I just be sitting there smiling and loving me some God. All that I achieve comes from the will of God; so it’s all good. All you need to know about yourself—is in you. God is never far away. Draw closer to God and God will draw closer to you. Bless

“Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:8

The following scripture, Psalm 91, was given to me by someone who knew the signs of my heart, mind, body and soul being cleansed before transformation, even though I didn’t understand what was happening to me—at that time. I said this prayer while holding a glass of water in my left hand, and afterward I would take a sip of the water. My belief was that I was able to literally take the word into myself and solidify my faith in Jesus. I don’t think he cared about my being extra, he said all I had to do was call his name and that was faith enough; but that was me being human, needing “extra cushioning”.  I now give Psalm 91 to you. Bless

Psalm 91

1You who dwell in the shelter of the Most High,

who abide in the shade of the Almighty,

2Say to the LORD, “My refuge and fortress,

my God in whom I trust.”

3He will rescue you from the fowler’s snare,

from the destroying plague,

4He will shelter you with his pinions,

and under his wings you may take refuge;

his faithfulness is a protecting shield.

5You shall not fear the terror of the night

nor the arrow that flies by day,

6Nor the pestilence that roams in darkness,

nor the plague that ravages at noon.

7Though a thousand fall at your side,

ten thousand at your right hand,

near you it shall not come.

8You need simply watch;

the punishment of the wicked you will see.

9Because you have the LORD for your refuge

and have made the Most High your stronghold,

10No evil shall befall you,

no affliction come near your tent.

11For he commands his angels with regard to you,

to guard you wherever you go.

12With their hands they shall support you,

lest you strike your foot against a stone.

13You can tread upon the asp and the viper,

trample the lion and the dragon.

II

14Because he clings to me I will deliver him;

because he knows my name I will set him on high.

15He will call upon me and I will answer;

I will be with him in distress;

I will deliver him and give him honor.

16With length of days I will satisfy him,

and fill him with my saving power.

“By whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” Romans 5:2

The Glory of GOD

When you do not listen to your spirit, you go through a “shoulda” “woulda” “coulda” moment. I was on a train ride one night and it became very interesting. I did not interact with what I saw happening, I can say I OBSERVED it. BUT for a few days afterward, I sporadically felt pings of guilt, for not speaking up in that “moment” that I had encountered. Know that your eyes (ego) can deceive you in the sight of truth and tell you that you do not see what your spirit KNOWS IS there. The veil is BE-coming ever thinner.

Bear with me; I tear up at finally “letting” this go. Some years ago there was a celebrity (who shall remain unnamed for obvious reasons—I don’t welcome such a fame) who passed away to heaven. But surely, my eyes were staring at him—riding the A train! It was a Thursday night, and I was head to a friend’s music showcase. He was a younger man; he looked the same — except young! The same hair, lips, eyes, the whole facial structure! He was with a young lady, who obviously was head over heels in love with this younger “version” of him. She was all over him and he was just so cool about him Self. The more I looked at him, the more I KNEW in my heart that I was staring at the re-incarnation of this now deceased celebrity!

I looked around searching for confirmation in the faces of other passengers; none were the wiser—not even the young lady he was with. They were in their own worlds; slumbering, chattering with friends, reading and such. I tried to look somewhere else but I was drawn to his eyes, and he kept catching mine! I was flabbergasted! I almost yelled out, “Do you know who you are?!” I caught the words in my throat as they came up and inhaled them back. I kept trying not to OBVIOUSLY stare at the couple—at HIM.

At some point, I really began to see his essence—his Christ Light appeared around his face; a really soft glow. I wanted to cry, laugh, and vomit all at the same time. Honestly, I wanted to reach out and touch him, his face. I began to fidget with my purse in my lap, yet I could not rip my eyes away to catch a breath—I kept inhaling I wanted to call out his name, and tell the woman with him that she was entertaining an angel. But how could I?

He was there sitting in a physical, healthy, young body. When I got up to prepare for my stop, I really felt the urge to whisper in the young woman’s ear—but I did not. I stood there staring at this young man glowing on the A train. Everything seemed to slow down for a few seconds and then a rush of noise flooded my ears as the train pulled into my stop. I glanced at him one more time before stepping off the train, but he wasn’t looking my way and he was no longer glowing. I felt a ping of sadness and then I realized the need to use the bathroom—urgently.

Listen to your spirit (conscious) when it speaks, it is YOU who is “asleep”. Yes, there are times when our spirits are more awake than our physical BE-ing. Grow that. Pray on it. Think about the blind man; he did not need to see physically to believe that Jesus could heal him. His faith was un-wavered by such a physical ailment 

Have love and faith in your heart and truth will be revealed, you just need to see it for what it is and not what you want it to be, or not be. Move with the Spirit, do not depart from it. GOD shows us the most glorious things! Be thankful and show gratitude amid such beauty in a world often wrought with fear and ignorant of Truth. I’ve since learned, in having seen many glorious things, that TRUTH does not convince. TRUTH IS. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Exodus 4:11 “And the LORD said unto him, who hath made man’s mouth? Or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? Have not I the LORD?”

Matthew 21:14 “And the blind and the lame came to him in the temple; and he healed them.”

Luke 7:21 “And in that same hour he cured many of their infirmities and plagues, and of evil spirits; and unto many that were blind he gave sight.”

John 9:1-41

John 12:36-43 “While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light.

Proverbs 2:1-8

John 14:12-13 “Most assuredly, I say to you, he who believes in ME, the works that I do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do, because I go to My Father; And whatever you ask in MY name, that I will do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.”  –Jesus said that those who believe in HIM will do greater things as he has done, and even greater.  In staying focused on Jesus’ commands and moving with his compassion, we will manifest and reveal the glory of God on the earth, and in greater ways so that GOD will be glorified.

Matthew 10:7-8 “And as you go, preach, saying, ‘The kingdom of heaven is at hand.’ Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, and raise the dead, cast out demons. Freely you have received, freely give.”

In Jesus name,

Amen

“Do Unto Others What You Would Have Them Do Unto You.”

I had a nap and a great lesson. I slept about three hours but of course, that’s a blink of an eye in Heaven. Here’s a beautiful message for those of you who are just “waking up” or still feeling kind of jittery BEcoming “renewed”. Enjoy! Bless

We live in a world where the slightest showing of BEing independent of a collective can set off a any range of “war of words to war for life”.

To bless and to be blessed builds character of spiritual strength. The more you bless others the more easier it becomes when those who insist on living from a negative prospective target you.

We don’t want to take those BEings personal, at the risk of BEcoming like. Remember, many of our brothers and sisters are still asleep. When we haven’t the strength to transform a negative, we do not engage necessarily; we bless them and keep it moving. It’s to say, know your battles before you pick them, GOD provides a plethora of spiritual weaponry; we must be aware of such and stay in study, to become the ultimate spiritual warriors we came here to be. Don’t overwhelm yourSelf and BEcome transformed into anything less than your true Self—in essence don’t fall back “asleep” after working so diligently to “wakeup”. Stay on task.

Brother Jesus said it best, “Do unto others what you would have them do unto you.”

I want love, peace and blessings, so that’s what I give. What do YOU want dear brothers and sisters? Bless :0)

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