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Bringing Our Children Into Christ

Last night I had a rather disturbing dream. No, not all of my dreams are disturbing, some are set in huge white “classrooms” where someone is speaking to us, some in modeling settings, some where we look down on a world and see a peoples experience. Some are set up where I’m helping people in distress; and I mean distress like natural disasters, or “customer service” to people who want to know about what happens in ascension, and sometimes, dreams where I learn discernment between the real and the illusion in different realms. Inside dream state, I’ve been questioned by the men in black, and I’ve been intimidated many times, since I was a youth. So no, nothing in this world surprises as much as it use to. Yes, I’ve grown away from fear, and into love.

I’ve experienced the Light realms and the Shadow realms. I’ve been shaken so bad in my worldly experiences that I would wait up for the Shadow—hoping to catch it before it caught me. Of course, it always caught me off guard, right at the edge of sleep. I would run and run or half fly and stumble trying to escape it. That was after I became saved from the world and before I learned to follow Jesus’s instruction, to call on him. Now THOSE were helluva fights! BUT he kept his word and I did call finally on him after wrestling with a shadow for a week! The longest week of my life! I had manifested the damned thing into my wake state and the thing would terrorize me only in the dark at first. I was so shook, I kept lights on everywhere I went in my house, day and night. But because I couldn’t stop thinking about it, it started to show up in the light as well. I did eventually overcome it through sincere prayer, reading scripture and not only did I call on Jesus, I trusted that he would come and save me from darkness. I keep my bible open to Palsms 91 and recite verse often.

How cunningly evil shadow spirits can be though. I had called on Jesus at the top of my lungs after being dragged from my bed into another room. I mean the yanking was so strong and I was holding on to something so as not to be pulled OUT of where I was and into I don’t know what and I didn’t want to. I kept screaming “Jesus! Jesus! Save me!” over and over, seemed like forever. I had actually found my voice and was screaming from my gut. And just like that I felt a release and I was awake. I was worse than shook; the nausea and the aching pain in my body and spirit, my heart pounding in my ears was so much to bear. I cried so much! The very next night (it was actually day, 5ish in the morning because I waited up for it, determined to face it and kill it (my dumb-ass huh?)) the damned thing rushed at me and jumped on my chest, had the nerve to choke me! All so I wouldn’t be able to call on the lord! I still tried and my GOD! My will was stronger than it had ever been! I was released and I literally woke up choking!

The mind is the most complex, yet most fragile thing of a HUman BEing—at least in my opinion. I suffered because I was determined to be God‘s child. Al of that that I went through I HAD TO. That was the place we call the VOID, the battle with our lower selves (EGO). I was facing my own demons created by myself when I was living of the world. The hate, the judgments’, sexuality, envy, anger, all the negative experiences I had chosen/bought over the years. My own EGO was so angry with me for wanting to CHANGE! Of course I didn’t know all of this at the time and I’ve since evolved into a more understanding BEing of my higher Self.

I tell you being saved with mySelf is nothing like when I was “saved” at the church altars so many times. No one told me that I was going to had to walk the path of Jesus before he became Christ. No one told me that I would have to go through such a terrible battle and some struggles to get back to my father GOD. Nobody came in the night to comfort me after being jumped by the darkness. No one said to call on Jesus with all your MIGHT and all your WILL. If they did and they meant it themselves, I would have remembered such a gem of advice. But you know what? I’m glad it happened this way—not the battles, the coming into Christ.

When I encountered the Christ Light in this past January, I didn’t know what to expect afterward. When I came out of it I the actual experience), I cried for days and nights. I wanted it back so bad—I was mourning for it. Sounds extra but if you’ve ever been there you know how I felt, and for you who seek and do find it, you will then understand from your own experience. Someone asked me last night, the difference between “regular love and the spirit love” and to describe it. First I must say, it’s a beautiful thing to be AT this point in my life, that persons question reflected that during our conversation. Of course, I owe my salvation to the Christ Jesus, and I continually give thanks and gratitude for the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Now I answered the persons question as such: Love of the Spirit of Christ can’t be described. It can only BE. When we try to describe God’s glory, we sound and/or look crazy. I’ve tried. I’ve been lookin’ real crazy lately…lolol smh. Like knows like, all others call us different, and some shun us, others are changed by us—which is God’s purpose, for all of us to turn unto his ever-lasting, unconditional love. :0) I can’t give it to you, you must seek to find it. I can show you the way, like I was shown, but of course you’d have to want to seek, to make the choice to live in the will of GOD. I admit, I get overwhelm by the gloriousness of GOD sometimes, and I want to share with everybody around me, but not to brag but to rejoice in GOD’s name! We do not live to show our selves purposely (Matthew 6:1-4).

Sounds preachy? Well, it is what it is. As a Light-worker and Way-shower, I strive at keeping the path clean as possible BUT also in the light of Truth. We’re going to have to go through battles to come out of the illusion we created for ourselves in which we separated ourselves from GOD in thinking that we could live without our almighty father, who ALL I AM. We BE because GOD IS and the WORD IS because we ARE. Man (flesh) will pass away but the spirit of GOD will last forever.

Which brings me to the dream I had last night (sometimes the spirit does that—takes you somewhere you’ve been, to review, and then bring you back to your present point). It is very important that we as parents keep our children close and show them the right way to go. My dream surrounded an incident in which a group of parents lost “control” over their children because some “outside influences” came into the children lives. Thought it presented itself as “disease” in my dream, I see it represented different in the wake state. These outside influences include but are not limited to: Music, Alcohol, legal and illegal drugs (and yes, that includes marijuana and o.t.c. medications), caffeine, sex, video games, television, and sugar. KNOW your children and their BEings. If you pay all the bills in your home, and you carry the title ‘parent’, then there is no way you can NOT know what is going on under YOUR roof. Being too busy is not an excuse, do you fit your job into your life or do you fit your life into your job?

Our children are precious gifts from GOD and WE are to watch over them diligently. A people government makes billions in dollars a year in the baby-tween-teen market alone. They make factory dolls of our babies, either they’re educated for the work-force to build wealth for others, or they’re imprisoned and debilitated, forced back into society to reproduce havoc that mirrors their prison life. Because these outside influences grip our children at such young ages, it can be a task in itself trying to convince your child that YOU are not their enemy.

Be strong, be diligent, and be truthful, sure-footed and confident when bringing your child away from the world and into the love and care of GOD. Too many parents today say, “That’s his/her choice.” to justify their children negative behaviors. That’s not good enough when you haven’t laid out the choices in the first place. I heard this phrase a lot growing up, “That’s your choice.” But had someone TOLD me and been diligent and true about it, I (and many others) might not have had to go through hell to get to heaven. Had we known what our choices were, SURELY, and I’m speaking for many, SURELY, we wouldn’t have gotten lost in the first place. Bless

Suggested Readings:

Ephesians 6:2 “Honor your father and mother.” This is the first commandment with a promise:

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

6:1-4: The great duty of children is, to obey their parents. That obedience includes inward reverence, as well as outward acts, and in every age prosperity has attended those distinguished for obedience to parents. The duty of parents. Be not impatient; use no unreasonable severities. Deal prudently and wisely with children; convince their judgements and work upon their reason. Bring them up well; under proper and compassionate correction; and in the knowledge of the duty God requires. Often is this duty neglected, even among professors of the gospel. Many set their children against religion; but this does not excuse the children’s disobedience, though it may be awfully occasion it. God alone can change the heart, yet he gives his blessing to the good lessons and examples of parents, and answers their prayers. But those, whose chief anxiety is that their children should be rich and accomplished, whatever becomes of their souls, must not look for the blessing of God. (Source: www.biblecc.com)

Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

22:1 We should be more careful to do that by which we may get and keep a good name, than to raise or add unto a great estate. 2. Divine Providence has so ordered it, that some are rich, and others poor, but all are guilty before God; and at the throne of God’s grace the poor are as welcome as the rich. 3. Faith foresees the evil coming upon sinners, and looks to Jesus Christ as the sure refuge from the storm. 4. Where the fear of God is, there will be humility. And much is to be enjoyed by it; spiritual riches, and eternal life at last. 5. The way of sin is vexatious and dangerous. But the way of duty is safe and easy. 6. Train children, not in the way they would go, that of their corrupt hearts, but in the way they should go; in which, if you love them, you would have them go. As soon as possible every child should be led to the knowledge of the Saviour. 7. This shows how important it is for every man to keep out of debt. As to the things of this life, there is a difference between the rich and the poor; but let the poor remember, it is the Lord that made the difference. 8. The power which many abuse, will soon fail them. 9. He that seeks to relieve the wants and miseries of others shall be blessed. 10. Profane scoffers and revilers disturb the peace. 11. God will be the Friend of a man in whose spirit there is no guile; this honour have all the saints. 12. God turns the counsels and designs of treacherous men to their own confusion. 13. The slothful man talks of a lion without, but considers not his real danger from the devil, that roaring lion within, and from his own slothfulness, which kills him. 14. The vile sin of licentiousness commonly besots the mind beyond recovery. 15. Sin is foolishness, it is in the heart, there is an inward inclination to sin: children bring it into the world with them; and it cleaves close to the soul. We all need to be corrected by our heavenly Father. 16. We are but stewards, and must distribute what God intrusts to our care, according to his will. (Source: www.biblecc.com)

Matthew 19:14 But Jesus said, Allow little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven.

Matthew Henry’s Concise Commentary

19:13-15 It is well when we come to Christ ourselves, and bring our children. Little children may be brought to Christ as needing, and being capable of receiving blessings from him, and having an interest in his intercession. We can but beg a blessing for them: Christ only can command the blessing. It is well for us, that Christ has more love and tenderness in him than the best of his disciples have. And let us learn of him not to discountenance any willing, well-meaning souls, in their seeking after Christ, though they are but weak. Those who are given to Christ, as part of his purchase, he will in no wise cast out. Therefore he takes it ill of all who forbid, and try to shut out those whom he has received. And all Christians should bring their children to the Saviour that he may bless them with spiritual blessings.

In Jesus Name



Come Out of The Valley

When God deals with us, it is on an individual basis. Yes it is a grander scale. He deals with our hearts and our souls, the living spirit of man. He is not interested in our clothing, our social security number, our utility bills, he is not even interested in the number on a prisoner’s shirt, and you know what he doesn’t care WHAT color we are. He does away with EVIL in the hearts of man and wants us to deal in all that is love. He has his own system that was designed before the foundation of the world. He knew how he would handle every person, every place, every animal, and every thing. He knew where he wanted to put them and when. He knew that on January 7, 2012 he was sending his son to shout into my valley and call me out! I did not know at first, what was going on, and never would have expected such a thing would happen to me.

You may be at that point where you feel that no man or government could help you with; that no man could save you! This is because he does not know God’s purpose for you! And GOD is demanding your attention by allowing suffrage to come into your life. Don’t think because you suffer that GOD doesn’t love you! He does, because he is your father! He never gives you more pain than you can bear, so KNOW that you can get through this! No pain, no gain is what we say right? We want to be so special or even pitiful, yes pitiful, and then be acknowledged or pitied for our achievements and our problems, believing that what we are going through is not like any other person’s gain or lose. When in fact, many of us are going through the same problems or similar problems. So why doesn’t the same advice, help or solution work for the good of all? Yet we ALL have our individual purpose in GOD’s name, YET, at the SAME time we are no better than another! It is physical man that trains each other to BE separate! To be apart! To ACHIEVE alone and to suffer ALONE! What does the almighty father, GOD do? He takes those individual purposes within each of us and activates them throught the Holy Spirit and guides us to help each other. This is HIS will in which we work. Until we acknowledge that we are are here by the will of GOD and not our own, we will not find peace and we will continue to live in unrest, begging and searching for peace in the world. Peace comes from within. 

Even as the spirit of God deals with me, it deals with you by sending me to tell you seek him!  Do not look to find comfort in those people who discourage you from seeking solutions to your problems. Do not allow anyone to come into your spirit and lead you deeper into the valley telling you that there is no God and that you can only save yourself and depend on yourself. Are you that independent of your creator?! Some of your hearts will harden at reading these words but because I am a child of God and as I am knowing the father, I know that he is not done with you. When you harden your heart to the word you turn away from God. You began to walk around with nothing good to say or feel about the person who God sent to you and for some of you, you curse HIS name and the echoes in the valley repeated your every word; driving you deeper into the valley! Come out of the valley!

Psalms 95:8 Harden not your heart, as in the provocation, and as in the day of trials in the wilderness (EXPLAIN) Harden not your hearts against Christ, against his Gospel, against all the light and evidence of it. There is a natural hardness of the heart, owing to the corruption of nature. A habitual hardness, acquired by a constant continuance and long custom in sinning; and there is a judicial hardness, which God gives men up unto. There is a hardness of heart, which sometimes attends God’s own people, through the deceitfulness of sin gaining upon them; of which, when sensible, they complain, and do well to guard against. Respect seems to be had here to the hardness of heart in the Jews in the times of Christ and his apostles, which the Holy Ghost foresaw, and here dehorts from; who, notwithstanding the clear evidence of Jesus being the Messiah, from prophecy, from miracles, from doctrines, from the gifts of the Spirit, yet hardened their hearts against him, rebelled against light, rejected him would not receive him.

You are being dealt with on an individual basis so to wake up YOUR purpose in GOD’s name. We give you the message God commands us to say, and we extend the instructions that will help you get out of the valley. God knows you well enough to know your every sorrow, your every hardship, he knows your enemy that you cannot not see! He knows you’re in the valley and he sent me to call you out!  Move with the spirit of God. Love! Trust! Faith! Love! Truth! Love! But you want to go deeper, BEcoming hard, because we did not come in and get you out? Do know that God’s word is to bring you OUT of sin, out of hate, out of despair and away from death. I am not coming in to get you; the Holy Spirit is standing right here at the mouth of the valley and in the name of God Almighty, COME OUT AND BE SAVED! You have to WANT to!!

Romans 8:28 says, “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose”. (EXPLAIN)Work together for good – They shall cooperate; they shall mutually contribute to our good. They take off our affections from this world; they teach us the truth about our frail, transitory, and lying condition; they lead us to look to God for support and to heaven for a final home; and they produce a subdued spirit; as a humbled temper, a having a patient, tender, and kind disposition. Man is made whole by receiving afflictions as they should be received, and by desiring that they should accomplish the purpose for which they are sent; the sinner is made more hardened by resisting them, and refusing to submit to their obvious intention and design. God’s people are said to be called because he has invited them to be saved, and has sent into their heart such an influence as to make the call effectual to their salvation. In this way their salvation is to be traced entirely to God. “According to his purpose” means when applied to the mind, a plan or purpose of mind. It implies that God had a plan, purpose, or intention, in regard to all who became Christians. They are not saved by chance or hap-hazard. God does not convert people without design; and his designs are not new, but are eternal. What he does, he always meant to do. What God always meant to do, is his purpose or plan. That he has such a purpose in regard to the salvation of his people is often affirmed:

1. In whom also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestinated according to the purpose of him who works all things after the counsel of his own will (Ephesians 1:11).

2. Who has saved us, and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began (2 Timothy 1:9).

3. According to the eternal purpose which he purposed in Christ Jesus (Ephesians 3:11) (his coming and his work).

4. It is such as should excite lively gratitude in all who have been inclined by the grace of God to accept the offers of eternal life. They owe it to the mere mercy of God, and they should acknowledge him as the fountain and source of all their hopes of heaven.

God wants you to know that he loves you and his son Jesus the Christed, our brother, was sent here to tell us that and he is here again with the same message. Our father loves you and he wants you to love him back with all your heart. Even through all our sins his love for us has not changed, his purpose has not changed. I remember the night Christ came for me. I was in vice. Man. All these years I had been looking in the wrong places for love. Here I was again ready to start a new relationship and was determined to do it right this time, you know be a good and happy woman and not argue and fuss with my man. I was determined to turn my head at his indiscretions and even if my esteem was going to hurt I had already decided that I wasn’t going to complain, I would just show how secure I was by NOT addressing ANY “issues” if they came up, because I just knew this man was the ONE.

I had not remembered that issues ALWAYS show up! I had not remembered that I had recently come out of the valley from another man who had beat on me and mocked me and abused me every which way he could! Cheating, and arguing and fighting and even financial abuse, I endured! I had not remembered that EVERY relationship started out lovely. I had not remembered when things began to go bad or how I shouted and screamed and fought to keep each of these men away from other women. I had not remembered every single time I called on GOD to take these men away from me and heal my heart. I had not remembered! I had not remembered how hard it was for me to climb out of that cold and dark valley! I had not remembered because I had taken all those troubles and stacked them away far enough back so I forget them. You see, we only know at that very moment that “this was the man/woman I’ve been waiting for”—all because they had been so nice when we met, and didn’t curse at us cursed or show impatience. They laugh at our corny jokes and tells us how good-looking we are—how smart and nice and giving. Over and over we convince our Selves that “this is the one GOD sent to me!” We silence those little “alarms” that go off when we “catch some weird”, and again and again convincing ourSelves that these weird things are false alarms. Come out of that valley!

BUT GOD KNOWS! Our spirits remembers! You see, God loves us so much that when we call on him he continously takes our burdens away and puts us back on the path of righteousness. O how quickly we forget! Remember how when you was in trouble and in your deepest darkest hour that you knew no one could rescue you but GOD and you called on him to come save you and you promised to give your life to him and to love him from now on, always? How many times have you done that? Are you being true to your promise to God? Do not get it misconstrued; GOD wants us to love him above ALL things! Until we are at-one with un-limited love we cannot be so sure that we love another person. Do you love that person with all your might and all your soul and your every strength? Then why all the limits and conditions? These limits and conditions bring negative attachments to your relationships Why are you playing with something so precious that you would think that you can BLAME love as the cause of every negative emotion you have? True love knows only love; it reflects itself. All reflects itself, even false-hoods. If God is who you turned to when all else failed why do you give your “all” to man whom you could not find in your darkest hour? The Holy Spirit stands at the mouth of valley waiting on you, come out of the valley and BE and live in the Light.

1 Corinthians 13 1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child; I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

Mark 12:30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength: this is the first commandment. (EXPLAIN)And thou shalt love the Lord thy God…. This is to be understood as God, his Son and your Holy Spirit. Men are enemies to God in their minds, which appears by their wicked works; yet this commandment is still in force, and the obligation to it is the same; the fall of man, the corruption of nature, and the impotency, and even aversion in man to observe this command, does not make it null and void. In regeneration, when God puts his laws into the heart, and writes them in the mind; love is produced in such persons, to God the Father, who has begotten them again, according to his abundant mercy; and in Christ, who has saved them from their sins; and to the blessed Spirit, who has quickened and comforted them: and this love is in some measure exercised as it should be, and as here directed to, with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind; that is, with all the powers and faculties of the soul; or with the affections, as under the influence and guidance of the more noble faculties of the soul, the mind, the understanding, judgment, and will.

2 Chronicles 20:4 And Judah gathered themselves together, to ask help of the LORD: even out of all the cities of Judah they came to seek the LORD. (EXPLAIN)In all dangers, public or personal, our first business should be to seek help from God. Take advantage of days for national fasting and prayer. From the first to the last of our seeking the Lord, we must approach him with humiliation for our sins, trusting only in his mercy and power. Lord, exert it on our behalf. Whom we should seek to, whom we should trust to for relief, the God we have chosen and served. Those that use what they have for God may comfortably hope he will secure it to them. Every true believer is a son of Abraham, a friend of God; with such the everlasting covenant is established, to such every promise belongs. We are assured of God’s love, by his dwelling in human nature in the person of his son, Jesus.


It’s not so much as just what you pray, when you pray mean it. When you pray do not be selfish, lay it out for your spirit requires its connect with the almighty in order to flourish. Let your prayer be as follows:

Our Father, who is in heaven, we recognize that you are all holy and loving and merciful, and that we are your beloved children, and not the subservient, sinful and depraved creatures that false teachers would have us believe. We know that we are the greatest of your creations, and the most wonderful of all your handiworks, and the objects of your great soul love and tender care.

We know that your will is that we become at-one with you and partake of the great love which you have bestowed upon us through your mercy and desire that we become, in truth, your children through love and not through the sacrifice and death of any one of your creatures – even though the world thinks one your equal and a part of your Godhead.

We recognize that when we pray that you will open up our souls to the inflowing of your love, and that then will come your holy spirit to bring into our souls this, your divine love, in great abundance, until our souls are transformed into the very essence of yourself, and that there will come to us faith – such faith as will cause us to realize that we are truly your children and one with you in very substance and not in image only.

Let us have such faith as will cause us to know that you are our Father, and the giver of every good and perfect gift, and that only we ourselves can prevent your love changing us from the mortal into the immortal. Let us never cease to realize that your love is waiting for each and all of us, and, that when we come to you with faith and earnest aspiration, your love will never be withheld from us.

Keep us in the shadow of your love every hour and moment of our lives, and help us to overcome all temptations of the flesh, and the influence of the powers of the evil ones who so constantly surround us and endeavor to turn our thoughts away from you to the pleasures and allurements of this world. We thank you for your love, and for the privilege of receiving it, and we know that you are our Father – our loving Heavenly Father who smiles upon us in our weakness, and is always ready to help us and take us to Thy arms of love. We pray this with all the earnestness and sincere longings of our souls, and, trusting in your love, give you all the glory and honor and love that our finite souls can give.


Our Father, which art in heaven,

Hallowed is thy name.

Thy kingdom come.

Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

Forgive us our trespasses

as we forgive those who trespass against us.

Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever.


Christ may be in you

Christ is not a man in the sense that he is Jesus the son of the Father, but Christ is that part of Jesus, or rather quality that came to him after he fully received into his soul the divine love, and was transformed into the very essence of the Father in His love. Christ is thus, not a man but is the manifestation of this love as bestowed upon Jesus, and made part of his very existence. And when men use the expression, having Christ in you, if they could correctly understand the true purport of the same, they would know that it (the expression) means only that the divine love of the Father is in their souls. The indiscriminate use of the words, “Jesus” and “Christ,” is the cause of much misunderstanding among Christians as to a number of the sayings of the Bible.

Jesus became the Christ because he was the first to receive into his soul this divine love and to manifest its existence, and this Christ principle is one that all men may possess, with the result that they will become at-one with the Father in His substance of love and immortality. It would be impossible for Jesus (the man), to get into or become a part of any mortal, and it would be equally as impossible for Christ (as the man Jesus), even though perfect and free from sin, to become a part of anyone.

No, the meaning of having Christ in you is to have this love of the Father in your soul, which can only be obtained through the working of the holy spirit as the instrument of the Father in bringing this love into the soul. To many, who hear preachers’ exhortations in this particular, the expression is only a mystery which they accept merely intellectually, and feel that by such acceptance they have the possession of this Christ (which is the only evidence of the truth of the Father’s love).


Sources: Thank you to all divine inspiration from my Guides, and all other sources with study and assistance bringing this message together. Written: 2/16/2012 Edited: 9/21/2012

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