I went into a light chamber last night. I was singing the pain away, and calling Jesus between breaths. I FELT the song I sang in every fiber of my being. It was my song-the more I let go the greater I sang!
It felt like my soul was being sucked with every note I belted out. The depths of my soul was being cleansed. There was a bed there, but I couldn’t lie down, I was too caught up in my spirit.
When you finally sing your own song, you’ll understand-the only way TO survive is in the spirit. You’ll be yourself-in a different light-of your truth.
I don’t know who you call on, but I call on Jesus. And he comes every time.
God is light. God is love.
Love and light to you!
I dreamed that I was at the church I went to as a youth. My adopted father was there (who is deceased but I talk to during pivotal moments in my life). It had been announced that Jesus Christ was coming. The church was packed, and there were deacons there clearing the halls saying, “Jesus Christ is Coming!” I was standing at the back seats where I always sat. I was so glad because this meant that all of us who sat at the back of the church would be the first ones to see him coming. I was thinking that he would see me or I would touch his robe. A woman who stood behind me (which would’ve been in front of me originally) tried to distract me about my clothing (a dress with red and blue flowers). She gave me a read tie and I ran off to put it on, but halfway to the bathroom, I realized I would miss Jesus, so I dropped the tie and ran back. She was not happy. The hall lights were turned out. I thought it didn’t matter, we would know him by his light. People were clapping so loud and singing….and we were waiting…I woke up.
*In writing this dream, I see several areas that can easily match biblical scripture. Yet, I also see so personal growth.
We easily become distracted by things that people in the world say is best for us. Do I believe this to be a prophecy dream? It doesn’t matter.
What I DO believe is that we should keep our “houses” in order, and not be distracted, to be able to experience the Light for ourselves. The council of Heaven has never led me astray. Not once.
I had a guide to prepare me for Hurricane Sandy (though I didn’t know that’s what was coming at those times). When the storm was over, my house was not touch even though it sits at the water. All others around me flooded out or worse. Sometimes I just stare at the water in silence, causing myself a headache trying to expand my mind to comprehend God.
But I know what I do know because the heavens councils know I desire to go to where God is. Of course, I must focus on NOW, HERE, in order to that. I’m in love with God. People still ask or look at my house and don’t get it. That’s God loving me too!
That’s how it’s been my whole life. Except I’ve been intently listening since 12/25/11; now I have journals and typed papers of “dreams” and experiences. And I’m so grateful to be a traveler.
(*30 Minute Self-Empowerment Session done alone laying on my own couch.)
Reflection, Acceptance, Placement, and Healing
I’m listening to distanced muffled sounds. I remember I dreamed I was in suspended animation…in nothingness. There was a muffled voice. I’ve been like this for weeks. Attentively listening to muffled voices, and feeling comfortable, or relaxed. Tuning in but never quite making out the words clearly. Hmp
No wonder I’m attracted to muffled sounds–voices in particular. Could be my own throat chakra manifested unbalanced. Hmmm…..That’s my thought adjuster (or higher self) working on me.
Eureka! I seek muffled voices for comfort yet complain of lack ability to verbalize my messages via video! IT’S SELF-HINDRANCE!
Wowa! On the spot!
I will open my throat chakra by attracting clear and audible voices. Opening a clear reflective channel to be able to express my verbal Self.
Note: I found in my dream journal a past entry. The voice was clear at some point in the void. It said “Create”. I must’ve froze up in fear, hence suspended animation.
I’m thinking I experienced myself on a voided timeline, and manifested that in waking state; being comfortable w/muffled voices. When actually, that aspect of myself has been the muffled voice trying to express; same as me in waking state.
It started as SOMETHING, but my fear hindered me from moving forward; leaving that aspect (my voice) stuck in a void.
Be well! :0)
I recalled when the world was much younger, matching my years; everybody was enjoying free will. The entertainment phase of that time boomed right when cable networking appeared. Food was splashed with msg and pretty colors, and the most addictive substance on the market, sugar, was sprinkled on and in everything. Folk were pulled out of nature and into their houses…to watch television…and eat. There was no such thing as recycling yet, and folk went wild with their imaginations; they wanted it, they got credit and they got it.
Nowadays, they’ve been “taught” to recycle their garbage and their beings; just throw away their feelings into the garbage. How else could they “protect” all they’ve acquired; even relationships?
Then came privacy and confidentiality. Privacy gives people a sense of hiding their THINGS and GOING-ONS from view of others. While confidentiality gives people a sense hiding the RESULT/CONSEQUENCE of what those THINGS and GOING-ONS have done to their/others lives. Anything from health, crimes,.habits, drugs, and even relationships and money (including lottery winners). It’s not all negatives.
Throwing away feelings throws away a sense of community. People have become just neighbors, and barely know each other; except to say hello should their eyes mistakenly meet. This is part reason why we who’ve been here all along, are coming to surface, are looked upon as “crazy” or “outsiders”. We say hello. We smile. We hug. We encourage. We notice. And noticing people, and giving compliments causes uncomfortibility—because feelings are stirred. Any heart-felt or spirited connection is abruptly disconnected.
Some of what happens in reference to trickery and formulating illusion on human minds, is sought through movies as entertainment; so they believe that if they didn’t see in the theater, on television or the news—”it ain’t true”. Humans are very suspicious of what’s not drenched in glitz and glamour and money.
In a music video I recently saw, a singer was drugged “into” buying a dream. Recalling my own experience, I thought, “Whew, I’m glad I didn’t do that!” So when I say I suffer because I’m determined, I mean it in the sense that I live in this world but not of it. I work for God. However, I can now easily see how that same statement plays out for the other team as well. I’ve had the opportunity on a few occasions, to have anything I can imagine, in this world. I refused every time. Because at the head of all in THIS world, is just man. I admit, I almost slipped up a few times, having had pen in hand, having been intimidated upon refusal. I’ve seen people I knew of here, over there, and I just think, “Just for THAT, she/he sold their soul??”
We feel tired sometimes being conductors “holding it together” for the sake of HOPING that ALL wake up soon. Now we’ve moved away from hope into FAITH; having increased numbers amongst ourSelves. Because we know the Light overcomes all darknesses.
You ever REALLY talk to yourSelf and LOOK at YOU?? Are you consciously making attempts to recover your true nature?? When you’re a child and ask about yourself, people lie to you. As an adult, it becomes ones responsibility to pursue their truth.
The spiritual path is selfwork. Self work is the processes of spiritual realization of self; mental, physical, emotional and psychological. One begins the journey back to God, by clearing self of worldly indwellings. There’s a simultaneous inflowing and outflowing; overcoming the world and gaining heavenly at-one-ment with God.
There’s no skipping steps..you can’t just decide “well I’ll be there on said date”. An example of such a “shortcut” is the supposed “Great Awakening” on 12/21/12. Millions, if not, thousands of people thought the world was going to end, or they thought they’d suddenly be caught up into a new “paradise on earth”. Just like that! When they physically saw that neither event physically happened, confusion became despair became anger became hopelessness.
Some of those people had abandoned their physical possessions, their jobs, and/or their families. their families (if their families had not already written them off as crazy). Many no longer have the will to to rebuild relationships, or themselves for that matter. They’re now in a state of being “just here”.
Do the selfwork. Only you can assure your sovereignty in God’s kingdom! The King’s panel is serious. Don’t think by leaving God (for the sake of saving face, amidst worldly people) out of your life that you’re playing life “safe”. If anything, it’s more dangerous to yourself, and others; you’re an ignorant person indulging in a “false awakening”.
Coming together spiritually for ourselves would ignite the raising of Christ consciousness. Honestly, one can ACT as if they’re saved (spiritually awakened), but eventually, along their path, they’ll be called to a greater work–for God. And if one cannot perform the works in Christ, then they will be exposed as false prophets.
Don’t sleep, the Council of Heaven hasn’t changed one rule to our being here! Keep yourSelf conditioned to discern foolery from truth. We really cannot move forward until NOW is addressed. Let’s stop pretending we didn’t will negativity through lower self-ishness. There’s that simultaneous cleansing and recreating. A breaking down of a system and a people rebuilding at the same time. While we want to cause as little structural damage as possible, there’s still judgment to come.
“Reap what you sow” isnt a cliche. Nor is it a statement of revenge. It is a natural way of the universes. All meets itself again-eventually. All meets it’s CREATOR again —eventually. Eventually are THESE days! We are in the days where we ARE experiencing planetary and universal upsets, or instabilities! Because of our careless actions upon this planet. Hence, “we reap what we sow”!
TRUTH includes much negativity. We can talk about going to heaven and being in a new world. The fact still stands, “Where are we right now?” “They” tell you be positive, otherwise you’re adding to negativity. The fact is, BE RESPONSIBLE, and donot cause burden on Self and others.The question is, What do we do with the burden we are holding right now; individually AND as a people? Take responsibility, that’s what!!
We can’t dance away, march away, not even pray our responsibilities away! We must realize them, accept them, & forgive in flesh AND spirit. Do the work to get back to the almighty Father! Call on Jesus the Christed to assist in your journey.
How do you drop down and create a simple prayer to clear a confused state, get up and go curse somebody under your breath? Stop playing! They got you fooled to thinking that all you have to do is “think and be positive” meanwhile you can’t figure why you’re still troubled in your life! Be the one to read the instruction, don’t accept short-cuts!
Funny how THESE days, they say, everything’s a reflection. No it isn’t! They want to make us sound “fool” when we’re telling you the truth, so you’ll ignore us bringing your awareness to that of God’s presence.
God hasn’t changed. YOU changed!
He wants your attention! Get blessed, be blessed, and stay blessed.
In order to experience our highest experience of Self, something we have to do is “let it go”. I was dwelling in love (nature) this evening when something I saw shook my core, and it triggered a childhood memory. I became frightened and honestly, I wanted to cry...and I'm sure I will...in private. But whether in public or in private, in order to let that experience go, I cannot deny the feelings that come up.
“Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.” Psalm 23:4
The key to meditation is not to do it to always seek but to also be still—and receive. Meditation can guide us back to living our righteous self. Listen to your thoughts, and began to clear them away by unthinking them. Your lowest thought will bombard its way into every session for a while, and at the same time, your ego will work your mind with guilt, fear, shame and such. You may even find that you can’t sit through it the first few times. I encourage you to not quit.
“May my meditation be pleasing to him, as I rejoice in the LORD” Psalm 104:34
No one picks up meditation easily. It’s a process, and it begins with clearing away low vibrational thoughts. We don’t just close our eyes and the Light is right there—if only it was that easy, but we seriously have some ills to clear. I recall that when I first sat for a session; I cried like a baby. I was experiencing too much different feelings–difficult feelings. I avoided meditation after that—for a while. I didn’t want to feel those feelings that came up. Many people find ease addressing others issues, but when it comes to their Self, they become uncomfortable. The realm of meditation is different for everyone though.
But of course, in order to BE who we truly are, we have to unBE who we are not. Thus, meditation is the experience of clearing our minds and our hearts, so God (super conscious) can be accessed, and realized and actualized in our highest expression of ourselves, and BE. In the darkness (fear) 3D, we experience all the negatives we created, overcome them in the void (truth) 4D, and then come into the light (love)5D. There are 12 realms but I’m speaking on what I’ve experienced. In wake and sleep state.
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” 1 John 1:9
I never got into the whole fold my body type of meditation, it never worked for me. Different techniques work for those who choose to embark; some of us travel by train, some by car, and some by the bus; but we get there. I just used the environment around me, at first. I observed everything that I no longer wanted to think, say or do. I saw the effects it had on others and understood that through them, I was able to realize the effects that those lower energies were causing mySelf. I was not being my better or highest manifest that God had intended for me. It was a process. I still had to sit with myself though and take responsibility for my share of negatives caused on myself and others. That was the painful part, going inside myself. Because whatever “evils” or negatives I had manifested, came back to me. This was no stop and go process either; I had to take it on, acknowledge my responsibility or part in it, bless it, embrace it and transform it to unto my lightness. Habits die hard, but they do die. It was like detoxing off the world.
I asked my guides if it was another way without feeling all the “bad” emotions and pain. No. No there isn’t. What we sow in the universe, we must reap. It only makes sense. If we don’t want to experience “bad things” then we can make choices that create positive thoughts, words, and actions. Of course we “learn” this lesson most often after we’ve suffered ourSelves the consequences of past negatives and fear-based creations. We cannot commune with God clothed in the will of the world.
In my experience, I learned meditation is one of the keys to the kingdom of God; ONE KEY. And it is a necessary key, used not only to access our darkest beings to overcome them, but we can also communicate two-way, with our highest self and receive more keys; bringing us closer to the kingdom of God. Some of you describe the whole experience as being “saved” or “born again”. The act of being saved is to “go into the closet”, and pray unto your heart’s desire to come into commune with Christ. Jesus the man does not sit in your body. After you’ve confessed to your “sins” in earnest, and truly desire with all your heart to know God, Christ (love) comes into your heart and takes charge of your BEing. Thus your heart has been transformed, like Jesus’s, and so through your heart, which is the first organ formed after conception, you are born again.
“For even to this were you called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow his steps.” 1 Peter 2:21
We experienced what we are not and now we know what we are. We ask for forgiveness and we can still now follow Jesus’s way.
“But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.” Matthew 6:6
Make time to spend with yourself. Eventually, I did find myself alone—a lot. I went through a hell of a process—literally. It lasted about a week (I learned that it’s different for everyone). It turned out that I had judged myself far worse than I really was being, and so did other people. I harp on the fact that only God judges all men fairly. Nowadays, it’s not so much that I go meditate—meditation also comes to me. Also, I use discernment and fore-thought I can say, on a constant basis. In other words, I know before I do something, whether I’m going to feel bad or suffer for it afterward. If I stood around judging myself based on societal standards, I would still be lost. Society will and do falsely accuse and do falsely judge; causing unnecessary turmoil among ourSelves as a human race.
Nowadays, God and I have conversations like any two people. Sometimes it can get pretty emotional, especially in reflective moments, but it’s not all washing and cleansing. I get plenty grace, mercy and blessings and joy as well. My spirit simply delights in God’s being! I can literally feel God wash over me, and even in the words I write; I just be sitting there smiling and loving me some God. All that I achieve comes from the will of God; so it’s all good. All you need to know about yourself—is in you. God is never far away. Draw closer to God and God will draw closer to you. Bless
“Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.” James 4:8
The following scripture, Psalm 91, was given to me by someone who knew the signs of my heart, mind, body and soul being cleansed before transformation, even though I didn’t understand what was happening to me—at that time. I said this prayer while holding a glass of water in my left hand, and afterward I would take a sip of the water. My belief was that I was able to literally take the word into myself and solidify my faith in Jesus. I don’t think he cared about my being extra, he said all I had to do was call his name and that was faith enough; but that was me being human, needing ”extra cushioning”. I now give Psalm 91 to you. Bless
1You who dwell in the shelter of the Most High,
who abide in the shade of the Almighty,
2Say to the LORD, “My refuge and fortress,
my God in whom I trust.”
3He will rescue you from the fowler’s snare,
from the destroying plague,
4He will shelter you with his pinions,
and under his wings you may take refuge;
his faithfulness is a protecting shield.
5You shall not fear the terror of the night
nor the arrow that flies by day,
6Nor the pestilence that roams in darkness,
nor the plague that ravages at noon.
7Though a thousand fall at your side,
ten thousand at your right hand,
near you it shall not come.
8You need simply watch;
the punishment of the wicked you will see.
9Because you have the LORD for your refuge
and have made the Most High your stronghold,
10No evil shall befall you,
no affliction come near your tent.
11For he commands his angels with regard to you,
to guard you wherever you go.
12With their hands they shall support you,
lest you strike your foot against a stone.
13You can tread upon the asp and the viper,
trample the lion and the dragon.
14Because he clings to me I will deliver him;
because he knows my name I will set him on high.
15He will call upon me and I will answer;
I will be with him in distress;
I will deliver him and give him honor.
16With length of days I will satisfy him,
“By whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God.” Romans 5:2